Mar 7, 2020
talking to a boy for the first time in a while is making me realise how much more i apologise for speaking and existing in my conversations with men compared to my conversations with women
#its the first time in a while that ive been like having a long-term conversation with a guy i might be interested in dating and like#i keep apologising#like.. for what?? having an opinion??#and im painfully aware that i dont do it nearly as much with women#i mean i still apologise for existing to women but#ive been doing it way more lately and#it’s making me second guess talking to him even though i like him#bc i just keep putting myself down??#idk if this makes any sense lol#shut up emily nobody cares
