#i asked.

good morning

Samus says it's where we landed today.

step 14: you must remember that those you've known are entitled to their own individual peace. Remember that a thousand outstretched hands cannot pull someone from a tower of their choosing. It does not always matter that you were there. Do not be surprised when they blot out the stains of your heart from their pages. It does not mean that you were not big enough. It means the love they want can't come from you. It means the wanting is familiar, and recieving takes some getting used to. Everyone has to write their own story- and if erasing all the beams is what makes it seem like they stand all on their own, then let it be. Everyone deserves that. That peace lets us sleep at night. Where would you be if none of all you gave was ever thrown back in your face? let people write their own stories. you can't edit them all , nor should you try. let them lie. even when the words are acidic on your tongue and burn for you to spit them out. bite them down. your blood types do not match. To make them bleed is not to regain what you have lost. Try as you might, your hemmoraging heart is not going to stop. but you will bleed for better reasons this year. You're gonna have to.

I tried.

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