I got replies I need to get too but..
Remember the aspergers episode? Any time I am online and drunk, honestly to God.. That is me, even talks trash of Stan being a drunk but, I relate to him so much.. Like..
My work life is so shitty, my boss fucked me over Sunday/Monday by giving me a write up so I can't change positions for a year, small because mother is over 21 and Inleft for a medical reason that "requires" under 21 for it to be approved. But you know, the ego suckers get away scotch free.
My family life is okay, but we are low on money and still stick in the same famn hotel for a fifth month, and I am tired of living here and want my own damn home honestly.. Whether my parents are with me or not, I just want a home..
But relationship? Yea, it's a little broken but going swimmingly!! We are working shit through first, we want our lives fixed before we can go any further. I don't know about Al, but Lance told me he would be happy to get back with me, as I would too because holy shit he is my life-. We just shut off because of how I am living and what's going on with him, we are strong but still working on this. So eventually our relationship will continue once we are 95%-100% ready.
But you know.. I had to say.. I was never, ever, diagnosed with aspergers, but I feel the exact same way. And it's why I drink, and why I got so scared one Sunday 'cause I got it from mom. But.. Yea.. I wanted to get this out.. Might delete later, may keep it as a reminder.
This is my Irish/Germa heritage, as well as bloodline. I took after my mom a lot on the onside, but dad on the outside'ish.