#hyunaxtio

♤ Our muses taking a bath together

She looks comfortable, her body curled up with her back to his chest - a lithe frame between his bulkier one. However, Minho is sure he probably looks a little silly with his long legs stuffed into the tub and his elbows propped on either side. But he doesn’t complain for the girl that now rests against him is fighting drooping eyelids and yawns that overtake her breath.

Instead the man is cupping handfuls of steaming water and letting them rinse over her bony shoulders - dampening the flesh to keep her warm in her snoozing state. He’s quiet and so is she, her breath almost inaudible and the only decent sounds are the soft hints as Minho clears his throat once or twice.

Soon enough her head is rolling back and he’s catching the slow movement against the flat of his chest, giving her a space to lean as her lashes finally dip and he knows she’s not far from true slumber. He’s careful to keep her hair out of the water, after she had passed a comment beforehand and had diligently tied it up to prevent any accidents. 

Dear Hyuna,

I am a person who tries to live without regret. It does nothing to help, it only adds to the weight which breaks people down eventually. However, the regret I’ve not been able to shake is the severity with which I failed you. As a master, as a friend, I was not strong enough. I ran away, not once but twice.. three times. I know I can’t apologize. Eventually, words become meaningless without proper action as follow through. My problem is that I don’t know how to follow through. Have you ever felt so much guilt that it crippled you? I feel unworthy of your time and I don’t know what to say. I don’t know how to start over and I don’t know how to make right all the damage I’ve done.

My sincerest hope is that one day, I will be a person you can consider a friend again. I consider myself lucky to have been so close to person so beautiful in body and heart.

Rather than apologies, I will end this letter with thankfulness.

Thank you, Hyuna, for being part of my life,

[text]: Awww come on! The party was and you didn’t throw up on anyone!

Only 25 birthdays Gain had celebrated so far but on some days she felt like it was the double. She dragged herself up the stairs to her apartment, the incoming message sound of her phone accompanied her. Group chats Gain thought sullenly as she unlocked the door and entered her own little kingdom, directly aiming for the living room just to let her exhausted body drop onto the couch. Her bag got thrown onto the floor right next to her and she dipped her hand in the leather bag to fish for her phone. Languidly she skimmed through the group chat that was still giving her no peace until she noticed another chat from an unknown number. The content woke her up immediately.A cheeky expression was on the woman's face who posed lasciviously for the camera and receiver of this picture, one hand covering one breast, lips slightly parted. She definitely seemed to know what the camera wants.

1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? No.

2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? No.

3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time? Two days ago

4. Would you ever smile at a stranger? I generally don’t, but I guess I would... “ever”

5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? Maybe ...?

6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? No

7. What exactly are you wearing right now? Dark-wash jeans, black v-neck: photoshoot uniform

8. How often do you listen to music? Daily

9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more? Jeans

10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2015? But it IS 2015...

11. Are you a social or an antisocial person? Mixture

12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’? Yes

13. What about ‘R’? Yes

14. Can you drive a stick shift? No

15. Do you care if people talk badly about you? That’s my every day...

16. Are you going out of town soon? Yes

17. When was the last time you cried? About a week ago

18. Have you ever told someone you loved them? Yes

19. If you could change your eye color, would you? No. It’s perfect

20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for? Maybe

21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having. This one hair is out of place and it’s fucking with me

22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead? Eh...

23. Are you dating the last person you talked to? No

24. What are you sitting on right now? A stool

25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you? No

26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? No

27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night? Secretary

28. Do you get a lot of colds? No, but when I do, I’m incapacitated

29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from? An ex

30. Does anyone hate you? I’m sure

31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room? Hidden? No. And I don’t drink where I sleep

32. Do you like watching scary movies? I guess

33. Do you want your tongue pierced? No

34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? 5 years ago

35. Did you have a dream last night? No.

36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? Long ago

37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? No

38. Do you think someone has feelings for you? A lot of people have feelings. What kind...

39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? No

40. Did you have a good day yesterday? No. It was all work. All day

41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship? No

42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl? I intend to

43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? Yes

44. What’s the best part about school? ....

45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook? No

46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school? ...

47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head? Sometimes

48. Were you single over the last summer? Yes

49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago? No

50. What are you supposed to be doing right now? Working

51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with? No

52. Are you nice to everyone? No

53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? Yes

54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? Yes

55. Are you good at hiding your feelings? Depends on the person

56. Do you think you like someone? Maybe

57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’? Yes

58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys? Women

59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry? Eh

60. Do you hate anyone? Yes

61. How’s your heart? Patchworked, but beating

62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about? Lots

63. Have you ever cried over a guy? Unfortunately

64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now? I don’t know and don’t care

65. Are your toenails painted pink? No...?

66. Will your next kiss be a mistake? No

67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct? No

68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public? No

69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with? A new model

70. How do you look right now? Good

71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around? Yes

72. Can you commit to one person? CAN, yes

73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? Yes, for the most part

74. Have you ever felt replaced? Right now, actually

75. Did you wake up cranky? Sometimes

76. Are you a jealous person? Yes

77. Are relationships ever worth it? They can be

78. Anyone you’re giving up on? No

79. Currently wanting to see anyone? Yes

80. Name something you have to do tomorrow? Fucking sleep

81. Last person you cried in front of? Jaerim

82. Is there someone you will never forget? Yes

83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?  Yes

84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now? Ummm?

85. Are you over your past? Mostly

86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex? No

87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to? Yes

88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept? What is this... true love?

89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in? Of course

90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? Yes

91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months? Who knows

92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael? Yes

93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew? No...

94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going? No

95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March? Yes

96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive? Exceedingly

97. Who do you have texts from? Hyuna and Jaerim

98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? “Ok.”

99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you? Yes

100. Who’s in your profile picture with you? ...No one

101. Ever kissed under fireworks? No

"Honey bunnnnn!!!! You are so perfect what did I do to deserve someone like you?!" She laughs and flails her arms from the sofa, "come to me!"