Arguments
Yes, its not only argument. With âsâ.. Because many arguments.. Many days without communication.. Many days that are so confused.. Many days that canât concentrate at work.. Many days is so sad.. In simple word, in every single day.. I miss you ;( but i donât want to mail you.. Even to call you.. Iâm waiting for your effort.. If you truly loves me.. I know you love me.. But words is not enough.. Express your feelings, i need to feel it.. Thatâs why sometimes.. Iâm weird, overacting.. So obvious that i need something from you.. But suddenly, your just saying âwaste of timeâ.. Until i canât control my emotions.. As what you said that is my big attitude problem.. In everytime we have argument.. I feel that its not to be stronger our relationship.. But to be confused.. To have a doubt.. Because instead of we talk what is a problem.. Your always run away.. âDeadmaâ.. Of course i donât know whatâs on your mind.. Until without communication.. You donât want to mail me for how many days.. Until you just want to mail me.. Stupid right? Weâre just playing.. I donât know if we met each other because we meant to be?? All i know now is iâm HURT .. So hard to expect..
