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Rules: Once you’ve been tagged you are supposed to answer the 92 truths about you. At the end, choose people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

I was tagged by calliopexmuse ♡

Your Lasts… -Last beverage: iced tea -Last phone call: probably my friend -Last text message: my mum -Last song you listened to: Flares - the Script (I recommend it to everyone) -Last time you cried: yesterday because I was in so much physical pain

Have you ever…

-Dated someone twice: nopee -Been cheated on: nopee -Kissed someone and regretted it: never actually kissed lmao -Had/have someone special: I have special people ♡ -Been drunk and threw up: drunk maybe, threw up no

Three favorite color’s: the colour of the sky in the morning, forest green & light blue

In 2014 have you…

-Made a new friend: yess -Fallen out of love: nope -Met someone who changed you: yess so many people ♡ -Found out who your true friends are: yess -Found out someone was talking about you: not really, people either don't talk shit about me or they hide it pretty well -Kissed anyone in your Facebook friends list: nopee

Firsts…

-Best friend: Ivo who still is my buddy -Sport you joined: handball 
-Vacation: can't remember

Right now…



I’m about to: sleep Listening to: night sounds, ghosts and uh, my typing lmao Waiting for: Sam Winchester to receive what he deserves and meeting Jared in 121 days ♡

Your Future…

-Want kids: yess -Get married: yesss -Future job: what's a job

Which are better…

-Lips or eyes: eyes -Hugs or kisses: hugs -Shorter or taller: taller -Older or younger: older -Romantic or spontaneous: both -Nice stomach or nice arms: eeeh both -Sensitive or loud: sensitive -Hookup or relationship: relationship -Trouble maker or hesitant: trouble maker

Have you ever…

-Kissed a stranger: nope -Drank hard liquor: yess -Lost glasses/contacts: don't wear them -Turned someone down: noo -Sex on first date: what -Broke someone’s heart: hope not -Been arrested: no -Cried when someone died: yes... it's sensitive..

Do you believe…

-In yourself: not anymore -Miracles: depends -Love at first sight: noo -Heaven: no -Santa Claus: I wish -Kiss on the first date: come and get me -Angels: only if you believe, sammy

Thror: Do you value wealth?

Not really, but I wouln't say no if any of you wants to give me money I'm kinda poor at the moment

Dori: Are you a musician?

No, but I do love music.

Ori: Do you write or speak multiple languages fluently?

YEEES IT’S PERFECT

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i love this one so much

8: What was your biggest achievement of the year?

Speaking to people about my anxiety. It's good to know there are people who can help and that you don't have to be alone.

9: What was your biggest failure?

A relationship I had with this boy. 

14:Where did most of your money go?

Food and movie tickets.

19: What do you wish you’d done less of?

Overthinking. I do it a lot and it only makes me feel bad.

2 - two things I wish I'd done more this year

hmm I definitely wish I'd written more. I wanted to finish the second book in my series but I'm barely part way in.

study. I get myself in to so much shit because I dont work enough I just dont have the motivation.

9 - nine favorite songs

ooh ok. This'll be fun. 

ok im gonna bust out the typical ones here:

Shake it off - Taylor Swift

Blank Space - Taylor Swift duh

Actual Cannibal Shia LaBeouf - I'm sorry but this is a masterpiece

All Star - Smashmouth

Amnesia - 5sos (im not ashamed i love this song ok)

Tenerife Sea - Ed Sheeran

Kings and Queens - 30 seconds to mars

Loving You - Paulo Nutini

Listen - Beyonce

2:two things you wish you'd done more this year

Already did it :)

7: seven things that have made you happy this year

Hello dear followers,

As you know I just got back from my 'unexpected' hiatus and I'm not planning on really leaving again. Today my psycho suddenly wanted to talk to my parents, and apparently she was afraid of me committing suicide as I mentioned that in our last conversation. Also, I have developed some sort of disorder causing my depression and I now got medication for it and that's why she wanted to talk to my parents. The first week(s) will be heavy for me while taking medication, because it will literally let me go through hell and feel worse (then I'm not talking about the side effects yet) to - hopefully - make me feel better in the end.

Now I start medication next Saturday 27/12/2014 so that I can still enjoy Christmas, but that means that from this Saturday I will go through a very rough period and it's nothing personal, but I don't want to be on tumblr during the time I feel the worst as I will probably only complain and feel bad.

I'm sorry to leave for a while again, but this is serious and I don't want to affect others with complaining and 'triggers' because I feel bad of medication. I will most likely hire a blogsitter but we will see how it goes, I simply hope that the medication will help me to get back on the rails again after it first destroys me mentally and probably phsysically. (I'm not making any of this up, it's actually written in the papers and my psycho told my parents this)