I only achieved to be a mother and it's the greatest joy. About being beautiful it was really hard. I wanted to be tall and thin with blond, straight hair and big blue eyes. The kind of girl that makes men go mad with a look or a smile. Instead I'm a curly, fluffy brunette, a bonsai woman with deep brown eyes. I've always seen me as a curious type of curly potato. Being an actress for me was strictly connected with being beautiful, so I've never made an attempt. It has been sorrowful for me to give up on the dream of being an actress, despite my being shy and unsure I've always felt that I had drama inside me. Second option was to be a painter, but I have absolutely no talent for painting. So, now I've definitely accepted that I'll never be beautiful, but who knows, if you don't find me on Tumblr tomorrow, maybe I'll be auditioning for the role of curly potato somewhere.