#huliahoops

The world is harsh I wish you were stronger,braver The world is cruel.. Is and will always be.

I never saw you cry, In pictures I’ ve seen you smile, I hope it’s real for The world is rough.. Is and will always be.

I never knew your name until the 7th of July It’s sad to have to know it that way The world is unfair… Is and will always be.

What if someone told you those line of Dylan Thomas? And that time if only you were not alone Just maybe the world is not that cruel,unfair and rough.

I wish that the world is not this rough I wish it is not too unfair,not that cruel I wish for a better world

I only know your name and a bit of your history, but I will never know your whole story…nor understand it

R.I.P. to Julia Buencamino, your soul was trapped between what you feel and your parents. Trapped between who you really are, and the definition of others of who should be. You shouldn’t taken your own life but I do understand why you did. You are one beautiful soul who should be continuing in existing but you halt that.

How many queer people needs to die before this mad world accept them for who they are? When will society change their wicked ways and beliefs?

I mean yeah, respect for the people who wanted it down but she shouldn’t have posted it if she didn’t want people to see it.

They’re gone, they lost the battle. The least we can do is listen to what they had to say.

Hi huliahoops,

I know that you are already where you are right now. A lot of people miss you and its so sad that you took your own life. I also have a special person in my life who is experiencing what you experienced. It was very difficult to accept this fact to be honest. Not because it is shameful but because I am starting to feel that she is no longer the same person I grew up with. I have deep regards for her and I do not want people to judge her or hurt her because it hurts me the most. We are living in a world right now where a lot of eyes are watching. From time to time they will say something and its up to us how we are going to interpret it. With what happen to you I hope that you find peace wherever you are. I know that a lot of people loves you and they are willing to accept you no matter who you are. However, this will no longer happen here on earth but I hope that their love and support for you reach to you in the better place. 

“Your smile won’t be seen again Your laughter won’t be heard Your delicate fingers who paints real good Won’t be making to that canvass anymore..”

I personally don’t know Julia Buencamino. I don’t really watch much because of my work. I first heard about her on facebook while I was browsing on my phone.

I tried checking Lee’s social media account (IG). I admire those lovely paintings. I admire Lee more. Lee tried to put into those canvass what it was.

I am part of the LGBTQ here in the Philippines. I am a woman who loves Lesbians, so as Trans. It is so painful for me that someone from the LGBTQ community died. Not just died because of something but took the life that should have been lived to the fullest.

Personally, I know how difficult it was not to be accepted by the people in your circle.

Family may be physically there but that passion of being there was absent. Friends may be there but are they ready to hear the story?

People judge us because of what they see. That us in the LGBTQ community are with the people of the same features as us.

Try to look at us deeply and you would see. Being us is never easy. It is a struggle until equality and respect is given.

Being part of this community is not an illness. We are here. We are created equally like you guys- two eyes to see the beauty of each and everyone, two ears to listen to the story of life, two nosetrils to breath life, lips that could kiss passionately and speak love endlessly.

We are human. We deserve to be treated like one.

As for you Lee, we mourn. We lost someone in this community who is so talented. You are now free to be who you really are. Whatever the reason was, people may not understand why you did such, our community is with you huliahoops.

Hi, huliahoops. I am a nobody to you but.. yeah. I’m sorry if my curiosity strikes again and I went to check out your blog.

Fuss. Notes. Media. Damn son.

I found out that you can’t even choose a favorite character among the characters of an anime called ‘Haikyuu’ just because you love(d) them all. (Heck, we should be anime buddies! Exchange different anime scores with each other.)

“Is this anime any good? Should I watch it? Oh. And Liui Aquino also cosplayed as the protagonist of this anime. So maybe… it’s good.” And yeah. I’m on episode 12 (or 13? I can’t remember.) as of the moment.

We didn’t know each other but.. I just want to thank you for giving me an AWESOME anime recommendation (even though you didn’t mean to.) I just wish we could’ve hang out and let our fandoms speak out. Hoho.

I hope everything’s fine. I hope you’re fine.

You are fine now.