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ALWAYS & FOREVER

Said I wanna leave with you Said you wanna live with me too I meant the bar, you meant a home Ain't that the same thing to you? Got all these questions There's no answers in the end Time's not your friend No, time's not your friend

This whole playlist is made of songs that pretty much tell the same story: the other expects too much from the other. Fanni needed the distraction Arthur became to her. She needed company, affection — however meaningless — and someone make her feel wanted. What made Arthur so splendidly perfect for the task was that he was not going to last. No time would be wasted because Fanni knew what she was signing up for — and because she was so certain of the unimportance of the relationship, she treated him quite cruelly.

SLEEP

Stay here for a while, let’s weep There is too much sorrow for me to keep Inside of me I need to sleep and to dream.

I am not in love These feelings will just fade away.

CATALYST

Lie down take your clothes off, and let me stare I've watched you for hours, my eyes stripped you bare Stop me from crying, I shouldn't keep you there For all that I needed, I need you not to care

This was chosen to represent that feeling of the off shame that comes from wanting to be seen. In a twisted way, Fanni wanted to possess him for a moment, but most importantly, she wanted to mean more to him than he meant for her.

TWIST THE KNIFE

You could teach me to be cruel Like the way they tortured you Teach me to be cruel Like the way they tortured you

These sort of relationships are rarely simple and even more rarely are they kind and considerate.

IF YOU LOVE ME NOW

I could read your mind I know what you're thinking This is not what you signed up for I could pray to God But I'm not invested And you get what you pay for

This is here, not because it would represent solely Fanni and Arthur, because it gives a backdrop to the two of them. A little peek into Fanni’s state of mind.

ALL YOU CAN DO

I treat you like a confessional But I'm no good at fearing God at all And keeping things from you is hard to do I can't unring that bell I rang for you

LAST TIME

back into your arms again and you say it's gettin' old sayin' that i love you just so you don't let me go it ain't right but imma stay tonight because you told me so

OUTTA TIME

i’ve been thinkin' maybe things were never the way we made 'em out to be how we thought they were, lately, i'm not sure one thing for sure is when we're together, we're toxic as ever all the roads lead to we shouldn't be together

MEAN TO LOVE

see, i mean to love you but i keep on running you caught me in the darkness do you need to hear that i'm sorry?

BACK AND FORTH

where's the trouble in you lovin' me back? life is better when there's nothin' attached i can never see me doin' you wrong though it's never how they say in them songs

ANNIHILATION

tell me why you hurt me what's your fascination? come and bring your body to me i crave annihilation\

SHAMELESS

i don't wanna hurt you but you live for the pain i'm not tryna say it but it's what you became you want me to fix you but it's never enough that's why you always call me cause you're scared to be loved

WHITE MERCEDES

you're so forgiving, my friends think you're the best from the beginning your friends said it wouldn't last but this connection, it's something they don't see

SECOND CHANCES

now i'm cryin' while i'm drivin' with your smile in my head you just sent a paragraph and i left you on read 'cause i know your motives and i'm twenty steps ahead

TO ME

i'm not asking for too much i'm asking the wrong motherfucker

LOST YOU

you say what I wanna hear 'cause you know it's gon' get me here every time I say that I'm through and even though I know it ain't right, said I wasn't gonna spend the night here i am right back with you

RUN AWAY

drew barrymore  —  sza.

“bring the gin - got the juice. bring the sin - got that, too. oh, shut up, no, you’re my favorite.”

walk backwards  —  maude latour.

“’cause i can’t believe i found you - within the milky way - put all eight billion people. so, i say thanks to an unknown force. me and my friends do whatever we want but by friends i really only mean on in particular - and that’s you. your hair’s untied, and it’s only just about a quarter to nine. you live east so i walk backwards.”

my love won’t let you down  —  little mix.

“when the party's over and your friends have all gone, and you're wondering where it all went wrong. i'll come running when you call out my name, and it'll always be this way.”

we r who we r  —  kesha.

“hot AND dangerous.”

comme des garçons  —  rina sawayama.

“like the boys, like the boys. comme des garçons - i'm so confident. excuse my ego, can't go incognito. every time you see me, it's like winning big in reno. don’t fuck with me, hoe, i’ll take you down like judo.”

all my girls like to fight  —  hope tala.

“throw the first punch, now that we're done, better put on your gun, put your fists up or run. ‘cause all my girls like to fight.”

kill v maim  —  grimes

“i did something bad, maybe i was wrong. sometimes people say that i’m a big time bomb. but i'm only a man, and i do what i can. B-E-H-A-V-E arrest us! italiana mobster looking so precious. B-E-H-A-V-E never more! you gave up being good when you declared a state of war!”

hi, it’s me  —  ashnikko.

“hi, it's me, back again - here to remind you that he's not worth it. hi, it's me, your best friend - take his old t-shirt off and burn it. repeat after me: ‘i'm over it - yeah, we’re so over, over’.“

hate that you know me  —  bleachers.

“look like I've been up all night - and you know what? i hate it. put my things into boxes, carry all of my old lies. rubber band in my past time. and you know what? i hate it. oh, long way down, you’re such a heart attack. but it feels like, oh, pressure points, they pressure you right back. come on, think about it. sometimes i hate that you know me so well, some days, i wish that i wasn’t myself. no luck! and i hate that you know me so well.”

ribs  —  lorde.

“it feels so scary, getting old.”  //  “you’re the only friend i need. sharing beds like little kids, laughing til our ribs get tired.” 

put your money on me  —  arcade fire.

“put your money on me. if you think i’m losing you, you must be crazy. all your money on me, i’m never gonna let you go, even when it’s easy. put your money on me - tuck me into bed and wake me when i’m dead.”

graffiti  —  chvrches.

“time to kill was always an illusion. time stood still, and now we never will, never will. we wrote our names along the bathroom walls, graffitiing our hearts across the stalls. i've been waiting for my whole life to grow old - and now we never will, never will.”

hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have  —  lana del rey.

“she couldn't care less, and i never cared more - so there's no more to say about that. except hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have. hope is a dangerous thing for a woman with my past. there's a new revolution, a loud evolution that i saw. born of confusion and quiet collusion of which mostly i’ve known.”

i still believe in you  —  flyte.

“i stopped believing in hollywood - in only the bad, in only the good. i stopped believeing in dreams come true. but i still believe in you!”

i’ll be there for you  —  the rembrandts.

01. don’t wanna fall in love - kyle

Honestly I'm better as your boy I'd be kinda shitty as your man

Don’t be ashamed you see love is a game and I still want to play I’m just too scared to lose and I know you are too

02. i don’t wanna dance - coin

I don't wanna dance I don't know how to dance with you

Losing my cool Over some accidental weekend But honey I've got nothing to prove

03. miss me sometimes u do - the nice nice

Is this really happening? Is it really still a thing? I bust my brains out, what am I feeling? Shouldn’t care, but any table turn And you, miss me Sometimes you do, miss me

04. be honest - jorja smith ft. burna boy

I know you want me Every day, not only when you're lonely‚ yeah You see me think you know me But you don't even know nothing about me‚ yeah

Catch feels, get high If you made your bed, then you can lie Just please don't waste my time

Be honest (be honest) You want this (you want this)

05. catch a feeling - michi

It’s all good, we’re all good Cause I’m fine, we’ll act grown Got no time, cuz I’m lyin When I say that I’m fine I can’t fake the polite, you know me too well for that

06. the palisades - childish gambino

I know the secret we share Look what this feeling has done to me There's something deep in the air Just hope your hands lift me comfortably, oh I don't know why but every time I see you smiling I'm tired of running, tired of playing, tired of hiding If we could be together would that make you happy?

07. i wanna be yours - arctic monkeys

Secrets I have held in my heart Are harder to hide than I thought Maybe I just wanna be yours

08. say it now - faye webster

Go on and say it now If you're anything like me You miss the chance to say what you mean When you're lonesome and everyone forgets that you're there

09. coffee bean - travis scott

How would you feel if I had you? (This is all) Trust me, you would be mad too (This is all) Shawty, we can be mad cool Just hit me if anything past due

10. cold - adrian

Every time that I try I know it's not enough I just keep on telling her She's doing way too much Bad habits are hard to break We bend until we can break Just pour me another drink girl Just pour me another drink

11. van horn - saint motel

note: ahh this was gonna be a good even 10 song playlist but i put my playlist on shuffle on and this song came on and i was like wtf this would’ve been perfect. the vibes are THERE

1. taxidermy --- white lies. 

There's no kiss of life's, no baby don't pretend With your heart in your throat and a gun to your head You can burn the money in the fireplace You keep on telling white lies to the little kids I think it's time they knew just what it means to live Now burn your parents in the fireplace

2. backward / forward --- loren north.

Lost in a maze, I can't get out I'm in there circling down No air to breathe but I won't drown Strong stronger now Repeating like a song song stuck in my head Hanging on your words, every word that you said It's about time I let you go  

3. we won’t last the night --- prinze george. 

You can be so condescending Am I the only one here who isn't pretending? You can be so condescending Am I the only one here who isn't pretending To be fine?

I'm a bitter bitch And I despise you for it You did not cut off my tongue 

4. leave your lover --- echos.

We should leave our lovers and be with one another Run your fingers through my hair and hide under my covers We should leave our lovers, we should run after each other We can share our secrets 'til they swallow one another

We should leave our lovers, we should, we should leave our lovers But you'll never leave your lover, no you'll never leave your lover No

5. crazy --- nothing but thieves. 

I hope that you are having the time of your life But think twice, that's my only advice Come on now, who do you Who do you, who do you, who do you think you are? Ha, bless your soul You really think that you're in control?

6. winterbreak --- muna.

𝐢   .   𝚂𝙰𝚅𝙰𝙶𝙴   𝙰𝙽𝚃𝙷𝙴𝙼   —   PARTYNEXTDOOR   .

don’t   hold   your   breath don’t   wait   on   my   love don’t   hold   your   breath don’t   wait   on   my   love

𝐢𝐢   .   𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚍   𝚝𝚘   𝚜𝚊𝚢      (      𝚏𝚎𝚊𝚝.   𝙸.𝙴.      )   —   GRAACE   .

you   know   it's   been   a   couple   years i   ain't   been   facing   none   of   my   fears but   still   i'm   not   dealing   with   you   not   here

𝐢𝐢𝐢   .  𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏𝚒𝚜𝚑   —   SAINt   JHN   .

i   wish   we   were   both  somebody   else so   you   wouldn't   be   somebody   else's i   don't   wanna   lay   here   by   myself ain't   afraid   to   say   i'm   selfish

𝐢𝐯   .  𝚋𝚢   𝚖𝚢   𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎      (      𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑   𝚂𝙾𝙽𝙸𝙰      )   —   black   atlass   .

'cause   i   don't   see   myself   without   you   by   my   side so   i'm   not   wastin'   any   time and   you   know   that   i'll   always   need   you   in   my   life 'til   we   see   the   other   side

𝐯   .  𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚐   𝚏𝚒𝚛𝚎   —   lauv   .

i'm   chasing   fire   when   i'm   running   after   you   ,   you you   got   that   something   that   i   never   wanna   lose   ,   lose   ,   yeah it's   like   dancing   when   the   song's   already   over moving   without   getting   any   closer   ,   oh   oh   oh   oh i'm   chasing   fire   when   i'm   running   after   you

𝐯𝐢   .  𝚕𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚜   𝚍𝚘𝚠𝚗   𝚕𝚘𝚠   —   MAX   .

can   i   stop   the   flow   of   time    ? can   i   swim   in   your   divine      ? cause   i   don't   think   i'd   ever   leave   this   place

𝐯𝐢𝐢   .  𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎   𝚖𝚎   𝚊𝚐𝚊𝚒𝚗   —   PARTYNEXTDOOR   .

i   need   you   to   see   my   eyes so   now   that   i   can   tell   you   different i   need   you   to   see   my   side so   you   can   see   what   it   is   and   what   it   isn't

𝐯𝐢𝐢𝐢   .  𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠   𝚢𝚘𝚞   —   saen.   ,   shiloh   dynasty   .

i   know   you   so   well   ,   so   well i   mean   ,   i   can   do   anything   that   he   can i've   been   pretty   patient come   on   ,   pretty   baby   ,   oooh

𝐢𝐱   .  𝚒𝚗𝚟𝚒𝚜𝚒𝚋𝚕𝚎   𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜   —   lauv   .

do   you   remember the   last   time   you   felt   something   like   this      ? the   way   that   it   felt   when   we   were   kids

𝐱   .  𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚕𝚎𝚟𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚎   𝟿𝟸𝟶𝟶   ,   𝚙𝚝.   𝚒𝚒   —   snoh   aalegra   .

say   ,   do   you   remember      ? back   when   shit   was   good      ? two   kids   in   the   night we   were   so   alive

𝐱𝐢   .  𝚌𝚛𝚊𝚜𝚑   —   you   me   at   six   .

just   crash   ,   fall   down i'll   wrap   my   arms   around   you   now just   crash   ,   it's   our   time   now to   make   this   work   second   time   around

𝐱𝐢𝐢   .  𝚓𝚞𝚖𝚙      (      𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑   𝚝𝚛𝚒𝚙𝚙𝚒𝚎   𝚛𝚎𝚍𝚍      )   —   julia   michaels   .

'cause   all   i   do   is   jump right   into   your   arms every   time   i   see   you   ,   i just   wrap   myself   around   you   ,   yeah jump   ,   into   something   real even   though   i'm   cautious   ,   i   just   like   the   way   it   feels   when   it's   us baby   ,   when   it's   us you   make   me   forget   that   i'm   not   ready   for   love   ,   i jump oh   ,   i   jump

𝐱𝐢𝐢𝐢   .  𝚒   𝚍𝚘   —   astrid   s   ,   brett   young   .

am   i   lonely      ? is   it   really   you   i'm   missing or   just   somebody      ? i   think   i've   got   mixed   feelings with   bacardi somehow   i   just   can't   explain 'cause   i   don't   want   me   to   want   you

𝐱𝐢𝐯   .  𝚝𝚒𝚛𝚎𝚍   —   gavin   james   .