#hrma

First day was kinda hell. Definitely never had a first day of school like that before lol.. By the time I got home, I literally felt so exhausted I was close the throwing up (is that even possible?!). The backpack tent was purely insane. I knew it wasn’t easy but shit XD I didn’t think it would be hell. I was glad I was able to bond with HRMA members though, but seriously.. ^^;; I think I really overdid is yesterday especially bcuz I’m still sick. I wanna help out more today also, but I probably won’t as much as yesterday since I can barely go through the day as it is. My heavy head is killing me today..

It’s hard to believe it’s only the 2nd day of school. As I go to my classes, I’m kinda feeling bad that I’m graduating early. A part of me doesn’t want to lol I guess mostly becuz of HRMA. It’s my first semester really interacting more with other students with the same major as I am. Because I’m so shy, it’s been hard for me despite the 2 classes I already took for Human Resources >.<. It feels like it’s a shame how it’s gonna be my only semester interacting with others with the same major as me.

Suddenly being way more busy has made me miss mah bebe more too Q___Q. It’s barely been a day and it honestly feels like a week.. Lol I guess it’s good in a way tho bcuz it’s like that saying – Absence makes the heart grow fonder. I feel like I’m constantly wondering what he’s doing and how his day is or I’m thinking about how there’s something that happened in my day that I just wanna tell him about. I just hope we don’t lose too much time to spend together.