#hpny

Rồi những yêu thương, sẻ chia bé nhỏ sẽ làm vơi nỗi trống trải trong lòng. Vậy nên giây phút này, hãy xếp tấm lòng đã cũ vào một góc để đón chờ năm mới thật nhiều yên vui và hạnh phúc nhé.

Happy new year 2021

hpny everyone. I hope 2020 will be good to you all. 2019 was a year of transition for me. It was a long, hard year where I was constantly battling with myself and other people in my life. It was the year I graduated from nursing school, it was the year I started my first nursing job, it was the year I truly became an adult. It was also a year of chaotic stress. I started working as a nurse where my job is to provide care for patients, while doing my utter best to be as humanely kind and empathetic in often impossible situations. I moved to a new home with my family, which was hell to get used living with my often suffocating parents but am managing as well as I can. I became in charge of all the bills of said new home (which was hell to get used to, and still makes me cry a little bit inside when I pay them). I can’t say 2019 was a good year or a bad year, but it was a year full of changes for me. 

I doubt my stress will end with the passing of the decade, I’m sure I’ll get used to my current stresses and new ones will just build. I hope these hurdles will be something that will help me grow as an individual. I feel like.. I’m getting better at dealing with bad situations, which is great because lady luck is rarely on my side haha. Somehow I always get the shorter end of the stick than others, I’m surprised I still haven’t broken down just yet. My mind is stronger than before, but I can’t say the same about my body. I can’t get a good nights sleep. I wake up stress dreaming about work, about life. My mouth is sore from clenching my teeth down in my sleep from all the physical stress i feel from the dreams I have no control other. I’m losing hair, I’m losing weight like crazy, my appetite hasn’t been that great. I’m trying to do more self-care, But I need to do better. I know I can be better. I won’t last long if I don’t do better. 

I won’t say 2020 will be my year, but it will be the year of treating myself better. It will be the year I find activities I enjoy by myself and activities i enjoy with others. It will be the year I cut out or down any toxicities I’ve brought with me into the new year. It will be the year i continue my pursuit to be a happier individual. I always wanted to be happy in my life. That’s all i ever wanted because I am always such as sad person. But this year, I want to be happy for myself and my own accomplishments. I want to feel happy to be me. I know i won’t achieve this within a year, but it will be set as another life-long goal of mine. 

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE 🎊🎉🎊🎉 Thank you for your support ❤️ I can not believe that my blog can reach 500 followers after a few months 😭 At first, I was just thinking about a place for me to express my feelings and my love for Kang Daniel and for WannaOne. Thank you so much again ❤️ My dear friend, If you are a Wannable, you may know that on this day of 2018, there won’t be Wannaone anymore. There will be such a day full of sorrow that I can not imagine.. So this 2018, please show them your support and your love as much as you could. These boys are so precious and they deserve all the best 😊😊😊 Let’s stay together, at least till the day we can’t not see them on one stage as a band anymore. Finally, I hope you and your family have a happy and “peache” year 🍑🍑🍑