#howtoreachme

I don't think you'll read this for a while. You have been busy and trying to keep your mind off me I think, and that's alright. Although I've not been trying to do the same. I think about you every day. I miss you. But you know that, so this won't be about that. I just want a place to put this part of me every day, this part of me I know I won't let go of. I've needed it for a while and didn't realize I needed it until the thought came to me while I was working tonight. I'm going to put my goodnights to you here. I'm hoping it'll make the days I don't see you or hear from you less taxing. I know you've probably been alright without me and you're doing your own thing now. I hope it's exciting, and that's not to say I haven't been doing the same, I've been keeping pace with what life's been throwing at me. Usually smiling while I'm doing it too. But it feels like I might not have a place in your life right now, so I need to put you into my life somehow that's not just in my mind, cause that's a little crazy. I love you. I hope you've been smiling. And just know, as long as there's a goodnight here from the night before, I'll be there for you. Goodnight

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