#howideal

Surely I'm gonna regret this post and get asked questions regarding it. But here it goes. °°° Since it's #WorldMentalHealthDay. Figured I'd share, if you don't know. I have Severe Depression. Some days are better than others. Had it for many years now. People think it's contagious, NEWS FLASH it isnt. It's a frame of mind. And my mind is dark, angry & full of fear. Things happen, you change and your life gets flipped around. Some happiness comes, but the bad takes over. I have to smile and act happy, but you'd be surprised by how much it hurts to act happy. Always that fear of screwing things up, the anger that comes when one thing goes wrong messes my day up. Music helps more than you think. Which is why I blare it loudly on my way to/leaving work, silences my mind, I feel better. Everyday is different, and I'm thankful/greatful for another day so I take it. Well, that's it, that's all that's left for me to say. ○○○ We're Never Going To Put The Pieces Together If You Won't Let Me Get Better ●●● In Bloom//Neck Deep//The Peace And The Panic//2017 ■■■ #StayAwesomeAndBeWierd #October10th #ItsTuesday #NeckDeep #InBloom #ThePeaceAndThePanic #2017Album #WorldMentalHealthDay #MyVoice #LoveNeckDeep #DepressionSucks #HowIDeal #TalkAboutIt #MentalHealth #GettingBetter #MyLifeConsistsOf

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I am #here with y'all on the next LTV episode about #pandemiclife #florida @gulfscene #howIdeal #videoondemand all my shows at www.ltveh.org #liveunconventionally https://www.instagram.com/p/B_LWaFQAAVe/?igshid=jykvk5ajiq1b

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Itemized list: 1. I bought a paper towel holder/shelf to add to the wall above my art desk. It’s perfect and maybe now I won’t lose track of my paper towels all the time. 2. I use circles a lot. I love their fluidity. But. Sometimes I try to force myself to use squares. It’s good for me. 3. Our son goes for his third open heart surgery on January 24. I will be doing my best to prep pages so I can continue to art journal through the torrent of emotions I know I will be feeling. Much of my time will be solely dedicated to helping him heal, but I recognize the importance of mentally allowing myself to cope with what’s happening. #artistmama #hlhs #copingthroughart #howIdeal #fontan #artjournal #artjournaljunkie https://www.instagram.com/p/BsR4JfGBdAu/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1okmxxg8j6o6f

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I try to support Starbucks a little less since them fighting indirectly, yet still against the GMO labeling bill(I'll still drink your coffee if you are just open and honest). This place near me makes Kyoto coffee...basically a 10hr drip it's like the perfect blend of coffee and chemistry. It's fair trade organic and I have never tasted anything like it! You can't get any darker than this, it's basically sipping straight out of the dark abyss...it has a strong dark roast medicine like flavor that has chocolate like undertones. If you like it dark and strong I'd recommend you to find a place to try it. Unfuckingbelievable! #coffee #kyoto #darkroast #black #ultimateperk #coffeeaddict #starbucks #localbussiness #love #caffeine #coffeeshop #work #howideal #abyss #chocolate #medicine #life #lifeisgood #igers #art