Strawberry Generation
I feel vulnerable . Loss . Helpless .
Call us Gen Z or Strawberry generation ,
It’s not going to change the fact that we are slaves . Slave to the system , slaves to the workforce
Being a house officer , we go through tonnes of scrutiny. We are called lazy , careless , irresponsible
But let’s take a look at where you ( specialist ) have started from ..
You had a secured career ,
While My career is being held by string
When you made a mistake , you could still go home and have a goodnight sleep
While I make a mistake , i go home , overthink and suffocate myself .
I would be place on a pedestal, I would be given bad remarks , fear of having poor skt, explanation letter , getting extended . And where does all of this leads to .. getting kicked out
you can go around calling out every mistake I do , I’m glad you care enough to point it out . I’m happy to learn from my mistake
There’s no wrong in that , but judging me based on one silly mistake ,that is wrong .
You know what . I’m scared . I feel helpless .
I didn’t choose this profession to earn money or the fame that comes with it .
Because honestly I was earning much more while I was a part time tutor with less working hours and less stress .
To be honest this career chose me .
I don’t want to break , not now . Not when I’m in my fourth posting . It’s a little too late .
I want to be strong . And sometimes all I need is some encouragement , some kind words .
Is that too much
I work to help . And I know , no matter how far in life I reach , I’ll always be working for humanity .
my mistake for the day !!
I didn’t get specialist sign for an investigation that is required to be sent out of the hospital.
In my defence , I was informed about it after the ship has sailed
Let me just point out , it’s a monitoring investigation .
