#hopefully soon...eventually either way

so tl;dr i am chronically ill and have been my entire life. my illness is treatable but it also never Really goes away entirely? or at least that's what we thought ☝️ but there's this new funky treatment where scientists isolate the infection in your blood, experiment on it to see what kills it, and then send u back an infusion of the stuff, and it can apparently completely eradicate the shit in ur system. this has seen a lot of rly good results SO i am trying it and i will be getting my infusion today 🤞 all of this to say that typically with treatment u get sicker before you get better. that seems to be less the case with this treatment, and some people have felt better literally right away, so i have no idea what to expect personally KLJFDLKD and that's just kinda what treatment be like for this illness...never know what ur gonna get. that means i rly have no idea how it'll impact my ability to rp. i'm optimistic that it'll actually fix all my problems and i'll feel awesome and be way more productive, but it's also possible things stay the same or i feel like shit for a bit LMAO so i just wanted to request everyone's patience during this time because i also want to make sure i'm getting enough rest to let the treatment do its thing 💗 rest assured i don't intend to go anywhere so even if i don't manage to do replies for this activity check i will still be around!! i know i've left so many of y'all waiting for ages now but i do intend to get to all of it, and i'll probably put up a new plotting post to better organize what i owe on that front soon too. y'all have been nothing but kind so i'm sure this post will ultimately be unnecessary LJKSFDLKSF but i just wanted to update everyone just in case! ty in advance for your patience and any well wishes 💓