*shows up to the club years late with monster energy* hi guys i graduated a week ago from my fuckass university and im publishing a book on [redacted date for now]
one hit still exists it just turns out i was handling ✨ illegal disability discrimination on an institutional scale ✨ and extreme bullying so my energy to handle fandom stuff was absolutely decimated while i lived in survival mode.
i literally had a chapter i was editing so idk maybe when i get this book through beta/arc/publication in a few months i might be able to lock in and post it
also you guys have been making awesome stuff while i was gone and i keep being sucked back in by the pretty arts
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So, if you've interacted with me in any sort of passive way, you'll probably know my life is always some sort of trainwreck. I've had a chapter (well, multiple, given their length) of One Hit ready to go since I last updated, but life has gotten in the way.
For the people who have left comments, sent asks, or messaged me and not received a response, I'm sorry. I see pretty much everything, but mentally, it's hard to find the energy to reply in a manner that feels fair to you. I want to meet you with the same attention and care that you have shown me, but my brain hasn't been up to it.
TL;DR - One Hit will get updated now that it's summer. I can't promise when, but I promise that it will happen. I'm studying at a place that lied to my face and has driven me to my limit, not academically but mentally. Picking up the pieces and creating a future that I can survive is exhausting, but I'm getting there. The lovely messages and comments are often the highlights of my month, and I am utterly grateful for all of your kindness. All of you are wonderful, and this fandom has been one of the driving forces for me to reach the finish line.
In no particular order, I was and still am enduring a lot of harassment/discrimination in my academic life. It's to the point where I'm facing the very real prospect of having to move to another university to continue my education beyond my current degree, but this final year and the state of my department is... a lot. I'm dealing with the aftermath of turning against a nonprofit that got me started with writing; the cornerstone of my identity since 2017 is in shambles, and that organisation was why I went to university to study what I do.
I don't want to out myself too hard here, but I cannot emphasise how crushing the sequence of events has been. Everything that we were promised when enrolling in this place was a lie. When I last updated, I was attempting to get out of a predatory internship that I had to quit THREE SEPARATE TIMES, and this was an internship shared by my university. I was being felt up, for lack of a better explanation, by a former driving instructor who took thousands of pounds from my family and utterly destroyed my self-confidence and my trust in the world. A large part of who I am and who I want to be is gone, and reconciling that has been difficult.
So, yeah. My life has been a mess. For more reasons than this, but those are my biggest feelings.
I'm getting there. I'm not even sure this is all pertinent information, but I logged into Tumblr and saw all of these alerts, and I feel like I owe it to people to tell them why I was gone. Because I love this fandom, I love the people in it. I love your art, your fanfics, and the countless other things that you do for a world that can seem so dark.
The world is lucky to have you guys in it, and I really want to thank you profusely for what you've done for my life, even if it wasn't visible through updates. My little corner of the internet makes me so happy, and it brings me great peace and comfort to know that now I've survived hell, I can enjoy hanging around a little more for now.
Fingers crossed that it won't take me forever to update this time.
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my favourite hobby lately has been hunting down roblox games that reuse tf2 characters and seeing how funny the names get. my personal favourite is this.
ah yes, my favourite australian sniper. mr cowboy.
You can totally tell where things gave up with my audio, but whatever. I removed all my memey fun times because I couldn't be bothered to fix it tonight.
