I have to plan a wedding. Im not a planner. Never have been.

All I can really say is that my belief is and has always been that marriage is something we are forced to do by the government. Fees and paperwork we have to take care of.

He already is my partner. The one the only.

But in order for me to be with him, with out borders separating us and with out having to leave all I have in the states behind, we must go through these hoops and ladders.

All in all, I love him and I will do what I have to. But boy is planning stressful.