So you all know my mom and I do not have a relationship.. but I still wanted to do something in honor of mothers day for tomorrow that would help will healing and remembering the lessons she taught me. Why I do this because for one 31 years ago when I was conceived many people including doctors told her she needed an abortion including her own mother. But what she did was just the opposite she had me and yeah doctors had given a 1% at normal life because of my epilepsy genes. Last night as I always do before mothers day have a melt down because she gave me life she didn't even hesitate to want to abort me. Hearing she never even considered it still makes me realize how much she loved me even when we don't have our relationship now.. you don't how it feels hearing that everyone wanted me aborted. Just the sound of it makes so thankful for life. It may not seem like a big deal to other but it is to me because I was given a chance at what God had in store for me and with the lessons in life even the abuse, yep I'm still happy that she didn't do it. So I wanted to do something in remembering she didn't listen to any one. So I did plant in a coffee mug with my mom and my mother in law who I'm very grateful for. I also wanted to have a bible open to the the verse that has kept me going knowing she had me because without God we are nothing. The cup empty symbolizes how empty we are without God and the full one symbolizes why we need Jesus. So just remember whether or not you have a mom in your life still remember you were creates for a purpose because she loves you enough to given you life. I love my mom so much, always will. And I always will love my mother in law as she always inspires me to dream and helps me thro life. #mothersdayweekend , #blesseddaughter , #honorthemoms (at Marlette, Michigan)
