#holy will

One of the most sobering moments in the Gospels is when Jesus turns to Peter—the same Peter who had just confessed Him as the Christ—and says: “Get behind Me, Satan! You are a stumbling block to Me; for you are not setting your mind on the things of God, but on the things of man.”

—Matthew 16:23

This rebuke wasn’t because Peter hated Jesus—but because he loved Him in a human way and couldn’t bear the thought of His suffering. Peter’s instinct was protective, maybe even noble—but it was fleshly, not aligned with Heaven. That was the warning. Even heartfelt, caring motives can unknowingly resist the divine path.

This moment shattered my assumptions. If Peter, who walked beside Jesus, could speak from a place influenced by Satan while meaning well, what does that say about the rest of us?

We, too, are vulnerable to speaking or acting from a place that feels right, but subtly resists God's will.

“There is a way that seems right to a man, but its end is the way to death.”

—Proverbs 14:12

“Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, that you may discern what is the will of God…”

—Romans 12:2

And what gives us hope is this: Peter did receive the correction. He stumbled, yes—but he returned stronger, and by God's grace, he became a foundational pillar of the Church. This shows us that God doesn't abandon those He rebukes—He refines them.

So when conviction comes, even sharply, it is not to destroy—but to align us with what is holy.

“Those whom I love, I reprove and discipline, so be zealous and repent.”

So fucking sexy.