#holy cornball

new affirmations idea. I put a photo of myself on the nightstand every night and kiss it before I go to bed like a movie character with a photo of his dead wife

gonna be corny and make something about byler but— i woke up this morning cold af bc my blanket was on the floor. it was like 6am when i realized. i tried to go back to sleep and savor the little amount of time i had before getting up for work. i used pillows to help with feeling cold lol. anyways, this reminded me of Will in ytmh(iws) 😭😭 i empathized with him. that poor boy was actually fucking freezing in the basement—alone and cold. he didn’t have to suffer no more when mike and him started to create a routine of sharing the bed at night to stay warm. although, he was internally struggling with himself for having feelings for Mike, he still had the best sleep of his life bc he was warm against Mike.

the moment it strikes my birthday, my sister sends me a digital bday card and im crying.