The terrible thing about Narnia.
for @itsladyhawke ~~~ Alec manning up and talking about Bi!Hodge about his feelings. Hodge is a helpful tutor.
Jace stood perplexed as Alec ran out of the training room. They had playfully been sparring, but after Jace had pinned Alec to the floor, the entire mood had evaporated and Alec’s cheek had darkened, before the older teen had struggled away and rushed off, leaving Izzy and Jace behind. “No worries, he’ll come back around.” Hodge said, tossing Jace a bo-staff.
Alec remains locked in his room the entirety of two full days. He reacts to no one.
Until.
“Hodge.. we need to....” Alec wanders into the kitchen. Walking in on Hodge wearing naught but black form fitting boxers and a pink frilly apron. Visually rather stimulating. Especially because Hodge has his back turned to Alec and his ass is simply glorious. Plus the muscles in his back ripple in all the right ways when he turns to look at the teen. “Need to what?” A light brow jerks up as the older male frowns. Alec gulps audiably. “Talk...” He mumbles, finding his mouth eerily dry. “Sure, sit down, I’ll grab you some tea.” Hodge says, padding over to the sink to fill the cooker with water. Alec feels the urge to smash his face against the table, just to stop looking at the way Hodge’s apron flutters up and shows of a decent portion of the mans abs. Hodge sets down a mug of tea, making the teenager look up from his thoughts, mildly startled. “You alright champ?” Hodge frowns and sits down on the opposite side of the table. Alec heaves a deep sigh. “I don’t think so. I am experiencing strange things... Physically.” He mumbles. “That is ... late.” Hodge drops a few sugar cubes into his tea. “Not like that, Hodge... I mean..” Alec mutters. He has no idea how to put to words what he is feeling.
“I might be interested in men.. Sexually...” Alec stammers. Hodge nods in calm and quiet acceptance. Alec is simply baffeled. “How! Hodge, how can you just sit there like it is not a big deal?!?” Alec stands up, his chair toppling to the floor noisily. “Because to me it isn’t.” Hodge replies, as if things are just as simple as that. “Why not???” Alec asks. “Because I am too.” Hodge says with a shrug. “In the circle this was never a problem. It is the Clave that will act like a bunch of butt hurt school children.”Hodge says, ever so calm. Alec huffs, picks his chair from the ground and sits back down. “How’d you knew you were interested in men?” Alec asks. “I did things with men.” Hodge replies. “Really?” The disbelieve in Alec’s eyes is priceless. “Yeah, I got around in the circle. Eager to please, bi like no one’s business and good looking.” Hodge answers calmly.
“Would you... Kiss me, just to make sure... Ya know, that it is my thing.” Alec asks, super mega hesitant. Hodge chuckles and shrugs. “Sure, if you think that is what you need.” He gets up. Alec rises from his chair as well, calmer this time. He walks up to Hodge, fumbling with the paws of his sweater. “On your terms Alec, don’t worry.” Hodge says calmly. His body language is calm and open, but Alec’s heart leaps in his chest all the same. He places his hands against Hodge’s chest, tightening around the fabric of that stupid apron. Hodge looks at him with such calm surrender that it puts Alec a little at ease. He sighs softly as he pushes his lips against Hodge’s. Hodge calmly returns the kiss and Alec feels as if someone had just lit his soul on fire. He hesitantly lifts his hand to run it through Hodge’s bristly blond hair. Hodge’s lips tug into a smile against Alec’s as he returns the gesture.
