apologies for not giving better notice and putting this blog on a formal hiatus...my mental health was not the best (& is getting better) but i'm still working on it).
i planned on being back earlier but i've been unemployed since late october, and with working the election as a coordinator, jury duty, and other irl stuff, it's been hard to find time for my brain to truly get back in the swing of things.
couple all that with crippling anxiety, well...to say i've done my best impression of crawling into a hobbit hole is saying the very least with respect to the internet and fandom at large.
but then, my dad had a heart attack earlier this week that resulted in him undergoing (a successful) triple bypass this morning...i think it put things into perspective for me.
idk if there's still a spot here for a lil ol' hoe like me, but i'm going to try to be around more starting next week. and if there isn't a place for me, then well, idk what to tell you. if you've made it this far, thank you for your patience. it's more appreciated than i could ever put into words.