#hocth

I'm 22.

Aaron Hotchner

Salt Water,(<--read here) "I want to talk about what happened without mentioning how much it hurt. There has to be a way. To care for the wounds without reopening them. To rename the pain without inviting it back to me. 'If theres a way out, ill take it, Lora Mathis" Or on Ao3 

A single touch (<--read here),'Bathtub- the front bottoms' "Still I scrub and scrub until my body bleeds/Convince myself I'm coming clean/Forget and ignore who I used to be/That kid is never coming back" (Teen Aaron). Or on Ao3

Delusion, Believe in something that it's not true. How a word changes Aaron's perfect picture of his childhood. Or on Ao3

Chronological  “And I think that is what a father is /- a blade that never stops cutting” Desireé Dallagiacomo. Or on Ao3

It was always about forgetting (that's how it had always been) “We forget and call it healing..we forgive everything but ourselves” ‘blood makes the blade holy, evan knoll’. Or on Ao3

Getting older was never a reason to celebrate "He wasn't considered important enough that people would remember it, remember him. Who he was. He didn’t care about it, so why it had to hurt so much, when his family didn’t either?" Or on Ao3.