drink up, one more ! 🌙
╰┈➤ in which: san went out to drink with yunho & wooyoung ... san + alcohol = bad combination (or good depending how you look at it)
pairing: choi san x gf reader
˗ˏˋ wc: 3.68k >.o
contains : texts -> written, fluff, suggestive, smut, alcohol, san's REAL alcohol tolerance is revealed (like we didn't already know), teasing!!!, swearing, sarcasm, lowkey crackfic in the first half, sandeoki referred to as their daughter, wooyoung mentioned, yunho takes san’s phone, implied woosan kiss, 1 good boy, subby san, softdom reader, implied breeding kink, p in v, unprotected sex (be safe irl mwah), light overstim, explicit consent, dubcon(?) just in case, begging, implied subspace(?), lowercase intended, sorry for going on forever this is my favorite part, smut after the texts ♡
FINALLY!!!! sorry for making yall wait forever, this was originally meant to be for san's birthday LOL but im so excited to finally release my first smutfic are we gagged 🥹🥹 lowkey not proofread so lmk...
you watch from your car as yunho helps san towards the parking lot (with a palm on his back).
unlike yunho, with his faded-graphic sweatshirt, san does not look dressed for the weather, clad in one of many black fitted t-shirts. he’s a little flushed and his hair is all fluffy. san looks down and then pouts when yunho follows his gaze and laughs with a finger pointing to his chest. san murmurs something and yunho throws his head back with his eyes clamped shut.
his bright laughter carries all the way to your car.
the rumbling of the engine starting back up knocks san back to reality. he’d maybe been resting his eyes the second yunho helped him into the seat and closed the door.
most of the ride home is you asking him trivial questions to gauge his sobriety, and him giving you affectionate answers, as he does after x amount of alcohol.
“sober enough t’see m’pretty girl’s face,” he gushes.
“sannie.”
“i only had like 3 shots… 4? m’not that tipsy.”
you flick the turn signal and tilt your head accusingly, fishing into your bag for a water bottle and handing it to him, smiling when he accepts it with two hands.
“your texts say otherwise.”
he shakes his head and adds sound for emphasis (you assume).
“mm, that was before. m’better now, i ev– actually, your texts say oth’wise. wha’the hell were you textin’ me???”
when you glance over, his palm is on his warm cheek as he lifts the plastic bottle to his lips – upon which there is a firm, unnecessary pout – and he looks like an embarrassed kid.
“i was trying to get your attention. it worked, didn't it?” you pull the responsible adult voice on him and he groans before reaching over to curl his fingers around your arm, like he needs to be touching you or he’ll melt into the seat.
“well, yeah, but…”
he whines and drops his head sideways against the console, using his other hand as a pillow and closing his eyes as his eyebrows start to furrow in thought.
you knew what you were doing. you just wanted to tease him, didn't you?
the inside of his head is jumbled. he knows you won't fuck him if he's not sober… so he guesses he’ll figure out a way because there's no shot he's going straight to sleep in his condition, all hot and needy when you're right next to him. all because of a stupid text.
you barely made it through the door.
scratch that, you barely made it to the door before he was on you, strong arms around your waist and his nose nudging the back of your neck.
when you do get inside, he’s already murmuring low against your skin, thumbs rubbing at your hips.
“i can't believe you jus’ texted me that,” he whines as you lock the front door and kick off your shoes, and he mirrors you. “like it didn’ mean an’thing.”
you look up at him innocently and brush your fingers through his hair. “texted you what?”
san’s lips form a pout and his hands find your hips again. his grip is tight, needy. his forehead falls to your shoulder and his fingers move to hold onto your waist.
“y’have no idea wha’that did to me,” he whispers, as if it isn’t obvious by his hips pressing into your ass.
and then you make the mistake of laughing, because he makes a frustrated sound and pulls his face from your neck, brings one hand up to your jaw, and turns you to him. he kisses you like a man starved. messy and impatient. the force of it makes you stumble back, and he follows the movement until you're against the bedroom door.
“y’cant just-” kiss “say things li’that-” kiss “an’ think m’not gonna go crazy,” and there's a whine in his voice that makes your body warm and your thighs press together.
“san,” you breathe, “we can't – you’re-”
his tongue tastes like alcohol and he damn near whimpers when your palms slide up his chest.
“don’ say that... please, i really fucking need you,” he says, staring with his brows pinched as he licks his lips.
one hand finds purchase on the door next to your head as his forehead falls back to your shoulder.
“please. i swear i’m okay now. i really…” he trails off, just breathing against your neck with a pout, before leaving a kiss or two there, soft and coaxing, “i just need to be inside you. can't believe y’playing dumb… you were trying to rile me up weren'you? y’so mean to me… you tricked me.”
you almost crack.
“are you sure?”
all you hear is a whine from san, muffled against your skin.
“yes, yes m’sure. please.”
you hum, thinking it over as he breathes into your shoulder, thumbs habitually rubbing into your hips.
he should be somewhat sober now… he ate at the bar, drank over a few hours, waited another half hour for you to pick him up, took 10 minutes to get in the car (thanks wooyoung i guess), the ride home was about 20… and you gave him water on the way. if 1+1=2… then he’s definitely better than when you scooped him.
and to be honest, the way he's ely trying to win you over, the impatience in his voice, the whining… it’s almost intoxicating.
he feels your posture deflate as you sigh and he hesitantly pulls back to look at you, all flushed and wide-eyed. you take your time and whisper an “okay” and slowly nod.
his response does not mirror your meticulous thought process.
san basically moans, mouth immediately finding yours, like he needs it. hungrier than before, now that you've granted him permission to stop pretending. the breath he lets out when your tongue slides against his is barely short of a whimper, and your fingers tangle in his hair, tugging until his body pushes into yours.
his hands are everywhere, gripping your waist, fingers at your lower back, hooking into your rear pockets. your bodies are pulled impossibly close, and then closer, heat and friction making your knees weak.
he blindly grabs at the bedroom door for the knob; as it opens, his hand shoots to your hip as you stumble back from the loss of support.
your arms wrap around his neck anyway, black strands caught between your fingers, and he groans into your mouth, grip tightening when your teeth tug at his lip.
the door is barely closed before he’s laying you so gently onto the bed, a contrast to the ion radiating off of him in waves, and the grace with which he touches you is enough to make you pause. you’re both panting as he leans over you, and you brush away hair from his face, staring up at your soapy-eyed boyfriend.
the pout he gives you is catastrophic, hiding his face in your neck as his hips meet yours in a heavy grind. “mmh, please…”
“you’re so worked up, honey,” you whisper, lips against his ear.
his lips trail along your collarbone, hazy but eager, while your comb through his hair, your voice in his ear, cooing in that voice that makes him dizzy.
“are you gonna be good for me, sannie?”
he just hums, but it sounds more like a whine.
“words. tell me.”
“uh huh.”
“uh huh what?”
“oh fuck…” you feel his fingers dig into your waist and a smile pulls on your lips before you can fight it.
“hm? talk to me, handsome.”
there’s a whimper against your neck. “i’ll be good – i’ll be good, pleasepleaseplease i need you so bad – please, honey…”
you can feel his hazy eyes on you as you shift backwards and nod toward the headboard. but he pauses, gaze flicking between you and the pillows. you raise an eyebrow and he immediately moves, pushing himself back against the headboard.
when you turn to him and crawl closer he basically moans, too dazed to do anything but splay his hands over your thighs when you straddle him, looking up at you and finding your doting smile.
“you’re so pretty, baby,” he mumbles. “y’always smell so good, you're so sexy–”
“sani. you're not even inside me yet,” you say, teasing and soft as you roll your hips against him.
his breath stutters. “s-so? let me be sentimental. you never ride me when m’drunk…”
your hips pause. you tilt your head at his pout, brows furrowing, and he swallows when he sees the smirk that grows on your lips.
“i thought you weren’t drunk?”
“no, i–” he whines, eyes avoiding yours. “i’m.. only a little bit drunk…”
he looks up at you when you pat his cheek, flushed, pupils blown wide and needy.
"just a little?"
"uh-huh."
you hum and a smile paints your face warm, thumb stroking his face, and he melts. apparently, his restraint melted too because his hips start grinding up against you, pulling a soft gasp from his parted lips.
shifting down onto his thighs, your hands drag down his broad chest and he huffs. “come back…” he whines, fingers reaching for your waist.
“mm-mm, be patient, baby,” you murmur, and when your palm finally strokes over his clothed cock, palming him over his jeans, san squeaks. a short, choked, high pitched noise that punches its way out of him.
your eyebrows shoot up, eyes lifting to his face which he now presses into the pillow, his ears flushing pink.
“what was that?” you question, smug, and trace the outline of him, smiling at his thinly veiled restraint when his hips lift off the bed.
“wha’was what?” he breathes.
“you squeaked.”
“i don't- mmh- i don't squeak,” the difference in his pitch between words and whimper is so addicting, you just can't help yourself.
“but you just did. can you do it again for me?” leaning forward, you whisper into his ear, and he pulls the sheets between his fingers.
he barely gets another breath out before you suddenly repeat the motion and his hand lifts from the mattress, fingers twitching. and then, lo and behold, choi san squeaks again.
“mmh- stop it- i-i’m sensitive…” san whines, head falling back.
you laugh and feel up his lower tummy to his chest, leaning in and nosing his cheek, “you’re so cute, baby.”
he lets out a relieved noise when he finds your waist again, only to be interrupted a second later.
“let’s get this off, yeah?” san’s tee is peeled from his hot torso by your thumbs at the hem, and he lifts his arms obediently, allowing you to pull it off easily. your hands immediately find his tan skin, like you missed it, like he got more attractive when you weren’t looking.
you always treat him softly (except for when you don't), gently, almost worshipful. though maybe worshipful is the wrong word, because you could never outdo him in that department. you always know the right buttons to push, the right thing to say, the right way to touch him so he adorns that glassy look and gets all fuzzy on you.
san’s fingers linger at your hips, thumbs rubbing your pretty skin as he kisses down your neck, a little sloppy, but it only stokes the heat in your chest. his lips move against your throat but you can barely make it out.
“please…”
his grip on your hips suddenly jumps in force when he grinds you down into him, sucking in a breath at the contact. “wanna be inside you, please, honey..”
he whines, as if your body wasn’t aching enough already.
“missed you all day…”
“yeah?” you take his hand from where it rests at your lower back and place his large palm on your cheek, looking down at his flushed face with hearts in your eyes.
“mhm..”
san swears that he blinks and suddenly his & your clothes are nowhere to be seen. you always make him dizzy but this is different for some reason (hmm… i wonder…). your pretty voice, your hair brushing his face when you kiss him so lovingly, your gentle hands on his body as he melts into the pillows, giving you a dreamy hum whenever you say something.
he feels your weight on his thigh and instinctively tenses, biting his lip when he realizes you’re basically dripping. the muscle places perfect pressure on your clit for just a second and you let out a sigh, hands running up his torso to rest on his chest.
your stomach is sticky where his cock leaks, needy, pressed between your bodies as you tease him.
“can you be patient, baby?” you whisper against his kiss-bitten, parted lips.
“mm-mm,” he sucks his lip between his teeth and shakes his head, staring up at you; big, slow hands stroke your thighs, his own shifting against the sheets in his restlessness.
you play in his face you play with him and hum in distaste, but lean back and wrap your fingers around his untouched cock anyway, his grip on you flickering between restrained and starving.
it’s as if he can sense how wet you are, because he mouths at your neck, hands feeling up your sides as you tease him in his pitiful state.
“please,” he breathes. “jus’ wanna be inside you…”
his lips are soft and a little swollen when they meet yours, and his exhale shudders when your thumb crosses over his tip, coaxing a smile from you. the rest of your fingers hold him securely in your palm.
“really? how bad?”
you feel him twitch in your grip.
his blown-out eyes flick between yours as he whines. “so bad- y/n… you’re so- so fucking mean to me.”
“thought you liked me that way,” you whisper against his cheek, lips brushing his skin.
you guide him to your entrance, just barely, just to let the flushed head slip inside, and then stop.
san lets out the kind of moan that should be behind a paywall; choked and guttural and it makes you squeeze around him, his grip on your thighs twitching as he gasps in response. his chest is heaving under you and all you’ve done is tease him a little. you guess the alcohol did a number on him (and tuck it in your head for a later date).
when you pause, not taking the rest of him, he looks up at you and pouts.
“baby…”
“say please.”
“please,” he immediately breathes, and traps his bottom lip between his teeth.
he always gives in so easily when it comes to you.
he hisses through his teeth as you sink all the way down until he’s stretching you out. he lets out something between a gasp and a plea, because you’re hot, soaked, and gripping him so tight he swears he can feel your heartbeat through your pussy; you’re so full of him your head feels empty for a second.
san’s eyes immediately squeeze shut and his fingers tighten enough to leave crescents on your waist. his exhale is a whine, and suddenly he looks like he's trying to keep himself from cumming in 30 seconds just because you fit so perfectly around him.
he goes a minute without saying anything, so you take initiative and speak first.
“you okay? sannie, don’t tell me you’re falling asleep on me,” you murmur with a finger brushing his sweat-sheened forehead. god, you just can't help yourself, can you?
his brows twitch and he slowly shakes his head, voice coming out breathless and soft, “no, you- mmh, wait – don't wanna cum too fast…”
“it’s okay. s’cute when you cum fast,” he whines when you tease him.
“god,” he gasps, head falling back, voice already frayed, “s’just – too much–”
you smirk, tilting your head, “it’s not too much, you’re just sensitive.”
“i’m not–” he starts, but then you clench around him just slightly, just enough to make him whimper, and his sentence dissolves into a shaky moan against your neck.
you can tell he’s trying so hard not to fuck up into you, trying not to chase it. trying so hard to be good. but his thighs are tense and trembling under your weight… and you’re just so fucking beautiful when you moan, you know that?
san holds onto your middle like he’s suffocating, pulling you down harder onto him with every thrust, your combined heat turning the small proximity into something sweltering.
the rhythmic sound of your skin fills the room as he pants under you, his blunt fingernails dig into your skin and it makes you grit your teeth, your own hands finding his to help soothe his desperate grip on you.
“so eager,” you whisper and let your palms drift up to his chest. your fingers roll over a nipple and he huffs, lip wobbling.
“only f’you. m’all yours, honey, only yours,” he mumbles mindlessly.
he grabs your hand and brings the back of it to his lips, pressing a kiss to your knuckles. his chest is a victim to your other hand, and he whimpers against your fingers, eyes fluttering when your fingertips find his lips.
“y’so beautiful, m’pretty wife,” he slurs gently with your thumb prodding into his mouth. the brown eyes crowned by his lashes threaten to roll back and you can feel him twitch inside you.
at some point he begins to match your pace, eager, just as you said. and then you roll your hips again to deliberately ruin his rhythm, and he gasps.
“can't even fuck me properly,” you whisper, a mean smile on your lips. “you're so close already, aren't you?”
san’s breath hitches. “uh-huh,” he chokes out, clinging tight to your waist.
“you gonna cum for me, baby?” you tease breathlessly, voice low and sweet. your hand slides to the back of his neck and lean closer, “gonna finish inside like a good boy? fill me up?”
you feel him pulse inside you and watch as his lashes flutter, nodding wildly. “mhm, please… please let me cum inside you, please–”
“yeah? wanna give me all of it?”
you're caught by surprise when his arms wrap around your middle and pull you down against him while his hips thrust up into you relentlessly. for a second, you swear stars bloom behind your eyes because he keeps hitting deeper, and deeper, and deeper, knocking you (no pun intended) closer and closer to your orgasm.
“wanna cum f’you- please, please, please-” he’s murmuring hurriedly into your ear as your breath brushes his neck.
he punches the breath out of you and your fingers tangle in his hair, pulling his flushed face from your shoulder to catch his lips in yours. it’s all teeth and tongue, a heated exchange far from patient.
and then his back is arching up into you and his grip turns iron, lungs heaving under his ribs. a breathy curse is pulled from his throat, he squeezes his eyes shut, and quickly buries himself right back where you pulled him from.
he clenches his jaw and then his mouth falls open as his orgasm hits like a truck, moving through him sudden and raw.
with a gasp, he bucks once, twice, without rhythm, jolting you as his release fills you to the brim, and the feeling makes your hips slow just a fraction to savor the satisfaction.
at this point, the hold he has on you makes it nearly impossible to keep riding him at the pace you’ve set, so you grab his wrists and he immediately yields; he lets you bring them over his head as your mouth finds his neck.
“just a little more, baby,” you’re so close your voice shakes.
his hands strain in yours, fingers curling tight like he needs something to hold onto as he cries out from the overbearing sensations you’ve subjected him to.
he chokes, “please, please–”
your breath stutters and his back arches out of reflex when he feels you clench around him, your forehead against his.
a whimper slips from your lips at your climax, and he whines under you, high and desperate.
your hips slow and the tension begins to ease. you’re suddenly aware of his release seeping from your cunt and the sweat rolling down your neck, but you catch his lips as his hands gradually relax in your hold.
“did so good for me,” you breathe against his lips, sweet and gentle, “so good.” your thumbs caress his palms as he pants, and his short, black hair is damp at the root as you comb it from his forehead.
“love you,” you think he says. his soft musings feel mindless, almost instinctive, and your chest warms at the thought.
you would've conked out right there if you could, but you'd hate yourself if you didn't pamper him after sex. (no ulterior motives here…)
miraculously, you made it to the shower and back into bed, thanks to your boyfriend and his seemingly never-ending strength (which you gushed to him about, him very happily blushing under your sweet gaze and sleepy smile as your hands habitually roamed his toned arms and tummy). with the way he carried you and set you down so gently, water cascading down his front, muscles glistening in the warm bathroom light, it’s a surprise you didn't find yourself itching for seconds.
alas, your shared exhaustion was evident enough in how your brain slowed to seconds per thought (see: seconds per frame).
“hope you don't wake up with a headache, baby…”
“i told you, i didn't drink that much,” san grumbles into your neck, and you hum and pet his hair.
“i didn't take you for a horny drunk.”
“m’not! ask woo, m’not usually like this…” san whines without rhythm, brows furrowing while his heavy eyes close.
you laugh through your nose and press your lips to his hair, holding his face against your chest. his fingers are soft against your back, sighing, quiet and dreamy.
“yeah, i’ve got a lot to ask woo, don’t i?”
he’s out cold.
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