#hoal

Hey new reader 💕💕 I am actually Yoongi biased lol🙊no I mean I love them all equally!🙈

The whole Namjoon thing in HOAL happened organically, that was not planned in the beginning tbh 🥲 Namjoon said ✨ you gonna give me that main character moment ✨

C!HOC, hmm you mean the thing where he is playing both sides? I would say all the members are one-upping each other, don’t trust those men 😅😅

But yes Namjoon is a muse definitely I can’t help it 😭😭

Holiday Of A Lifetime - a Sims 2 adventure / romance story.

BESTIE, WHATEVER YOU WANT

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Jungkook is familiar with the way Yoongi closes himself off at times, but the way he’s standing, his foot against the door to keep it slightly open and his hotel bed hidden from Jungkook’s view...

“Can I come in?”

“Not right now, let me take a shower and I’ll come find you.”

“Just for a second.”

The rapper gives him a silent warning to drop it. “Not right now.”

The youngest doesn’t drop it. “Is she in there?”

“No.” Jungkook doesn’t believe him.

“Okay.” Yoongi knows it’s not okay.

Here is the intro to HOAL ch9 just for my followers, thank you for liking this chaotic blog 💗💗

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Against your better judgment you open the link. A radio station had taped some behind the scenes footage. When you track the video to the time...you saw it, your face, going over your notes while the members joke and laugh in the foreground.

Another Facebook alert from your ex pulls down from the top of your screen.

‘Let’s talk?’

The van door opens at that moment, and the members look at your wide eyes full of fear.

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“Are you sure?”

“Yes, he doesn’t know anything. I didn’t tell him anything,” you repeat.

“He knew I was leaving the country for a new job, that’s it.” Saying it out loud made you feel horrible, but what he did just confirms you had been right not to give your ex any details.

“Do you have any reason to believe he will try to start a rumor, go to the media, or do anything to try to hurt you, BTS, or the BTS brand?” The PR woman looks up from her tablet expectantly.

Ugh, this is not what you signed up for. Or maybe you did, when you signed off on all those NDAs, remember? ‘Stupid stupid, what are you about to do?’

“I don’t know,” you grimace, muttering, looking over to Namjoon, the leader seated next to you. “We weren’t even that serious, I don’t know what more he wants.”

Namjoon places his fingers over your fidgety ones, thumb running along your knuckles. “Everything will be fine, the company handles things like this all the time.”

The PR woman looks between you, “Is there anything either of you would like to share so we can get ahead of it?” You pull your hands away from underneath Namjoon’s, feeling sick under her scrutinizing gaze.

This is your worst nightmare coming to life right before your eyes. This is why it took so long to even entertain the idea of reaching out to Namjoon. The thought of your name linked to theirs in headlines, netizens scouring every corner of your digital past to ruin you makes your stomach turn. You turn your head, searching for the answers to your problems in Namjoon’s determined eyes.

Namjoon takes a deep breath, ready to recite the information the group all agreed on...

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The car ride back to Hybe remained tense and quiet. The group’s leader and his manager were quietly going over the video and your phone messages, while Jimin held your shaking hand in his. ‘Let’s talk?’ had started it, then he became more aggressive when you didn’t answer.

The van travels over a bump in the road and it jolts you out of your thoughts. Was it still your own inner dialogue that now tries to calm you, or was that voice of reason a remnant of your past selves? Or more worrying, was that voice of reason, the last remnant of who you used to be before your life changed? Who are you now?

This time, Yoongi’s calm voice replayed in your ears, to count and focus before you really lose your mind.

As buildings blurred past, you felt like running, you imagined yourself running, escaping, falling through sand, falling through water, always running…

But you were stuck, in a car, amongst the souls you ran with. You didn’t want to run away from them. You couldn’t, even if your toes and fingers felt jittery with fear and anxiousness.

“Hey,” he whispers, “Look at me.” You lift your head away from the window to look Jimin in the eyes. “It will be okay, y/n.”

Seokjin turns around in his seat to look at you, repeating Jimin’s soothing words. “It’s going to be okay, our company is great at stopping rumors.”

‘It’s not a rumor though, is it?’ you think, looking into Jin’s loving eyes and feeling the weight of his ring around your finger. If you aren’t careful you could ruin everything. You were afraid of this. The universe is telling you to stay away from them.

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That night you slept next to Jungkook.

He looked more worried than you when you said goodbye to the group. His worries were of losing you instead, hyper aware of when you begin to close off, so he pleaded with you to let him drive you home and stay at the dorms for another night.

His comforting presence helped calm your nerves. And when you woke, you were in a bed of hay. It’s a dream, you know it’s a dream, even as you sit up and run your hands across the strands of dead grass and you feel the hay scratch your palms. You feel Jungkook close to you, and a soft voice quietly begs you not to let him go this time. And another voice, more stern and apathetic, tells you not to let your ex walk over you, if it was her, and someone was threatening the person she loved, she would have killed him.

You let go of the hay, rest your head on your knees, your hands bracing your head, letting the warmth of the day soak into your skin to feel comforted. ‘Go away, stop.’

But you know they won’t go away. Because those voices, no matter how different, all sound the same...

I tried to double and triple check everywhere to make sure I wasn’t missing anyone, but I can be a dummy, so if you don’t see yourself or want to be added, let me know!

HOAL

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C!HOC

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NOT A CREATURE WAS STIRRING

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I am not sure why it won’t link some of you :( I tried everything to fix it but it’s still not working for some, if anyone knows how, let me know!