#hmbf

OMG!!! Hi~ happy STS!!!

My favorite WIP to work on, you say? Well, I'm currently juggling between two WIPs, "Him and Me - Bound by Fate" and "Daisy", which is funny because they are the complete oppsite to one another.

Him and Me - Bound by Fate

The reason I'm currently obsessed with this WIP is because I'm slowly getting to the reveal part, where the plot, shall we say, actually begins. HMBF is a mystery, so there's something to be solved, a crime to be uncovered, and that gets me excited. Another reason is that even though I've traumatized him a lot, I love my poor Leon and I'm finally getting to the part of his journey where he allows himself to trust again, even if it's just a little bit. Leon has lived most of his life unloved, so being close to Kilian, who is the epitome of gentleness and patience, makes Leon slowly break down his walls. My boys are getting closer! What also excites me is to finally write a Leon who's going to learn to stand up for himself, and it's going to be a challenge for me, too, because it's been 20 chapters now, and slowly changing a character as he goes through character growth is something exciting.

Daisy

Daisy is mostly romance with some drama in it, but there's so much more to it that makes me obsessed. I've already covered a major arc of the story. (Spoiler alert!) Daisy is a werewolf who has to live without her wolf side for most of the story because she suppressed it. I've finally finished the arc of her getting it back and regaining some of her self-worth. She always felt weaker, unworthy, and not a real werewolf because of her missing wolf side, but now I can start writing the Daisy she was always meant to be. (End of spoiler!) Everything is building up quickly and the worst arc is approaching. It's not a bad arc because I don't want to write it, but it's full of drama and angst (I'm a sucker for angst!). I can't wait to get to the climax of it because so much is going to happen. (Spoiler alert!) Her old pack, whose Alpha abused her and tried to claim her without her consent, will find her whereabouts, which will set off a series of events: Daisy struggles with an inner turmoil as she must figure out how to resolve everything without hurting her found family, while also protecting herself from the grip of her old Alpha. She ends up getting kidnapped, which culminates in her newly found mate going crazy and a war between the packs ensuing as her new pack will do anything to get her back (end of spoiler!). Long story short, it's angsty and I'm so ready to write it!

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[Genre: Fantasy/Mystery/Romance/LGBTQ+]

Synopsis

"Leon Martens. A young art teacher ready to start a new life. He has a new job, a new apartment and maybe a chance for peace. Sure, he struggles with human interactions and he'd rather not meet any humans in general, but he's happy with what he has. But since fate was something Leon couldn't prevent, he was thrown into a whirlwind of situations that made him question reality and, more than once, his own mental stability."

Characters

Leon Martens

Million eyes

Yes with your million eyes you're watching me You talk behind my back You spy on me So I scream and shout to make you leave But you're still here, you keep judging me With your million eyes, eyes!

Drowning I'm drowning in that clown's mask To make you laugh at my thousand flaws Alone when I'm all alone I take my smile off But your heartless words have left me scars

Kilian

GASOLINE

How are you sleeping at night? How do you close both your eyes? Living with all of those lives on your hands? Standing alone on that hill Using your fuel to kill We won't take it standing still Watch us dance How are you sleeping at night? How do you close both your eyes? Living with all of those lives on your hands? Standing alone on that hill Using your fuel to kill We won't take it standing still Watch us dance

Margaret "Maggie" Robins

I go to work

Sun rises (sun rises over me) Filters through the drapes at dawn Daddy taught me (Daddy taught me to believe) I could be whatever I want Think about him when the days get lonely But now I'm a stranger in my own backyard and People tell me I'll amount to nothing They're just snakes in the garden

I go to work everyday to be worthy The ground on which I stand I go to work, can't nobody can hurt me This hammer in my hand I go to work Some turn to the bottle Some find peace in the church Whatever gets you through the nights alright But in the day, I go to work

Kiki

San Quentin

Let's get this circus on down the road We're taking bets how far a tank of gas will go Call up your best friend, then call two more About to do some shit that you ain't seen before There ain't no backdoor, there ain't no sign Location changes almost every other night Last time we found it, can't remember much I thought I was a god until my lawyer woke me up and said I

Testify that I was right outta my mind Let the record show I did it all for rock and roll Screaming every night, playing 25 to life So somebody, please keep me the hell out of San Quentin Out of San Quentin Just keep me out of San Quentin Ooh, could somebody please keep me the hell out of San Quentin?

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