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These past few days have been so surreal.. My psyche is all fucked up. I feel so absolutely exhausted yet my mind and body won't let me rest. The gash in my leg still burns.. Today was the worst out of body experience I've ever had. I was no longer in control.. I didn't even realize I haven't eaten since yesterday. I wasn't talking or acting like myself. My emotions had become me and you could read them all over my body. I cried for the first time in a long time today. Why am I so overwhelmed ? I just keep looking at the floor of my bedroom; a mess. Just like myself.. Lost in absolute madness. The only thing that's keeping me calm is this bong and the lovely buds sitting in its bowl.