Jun 8, 2024
this is going to be really unconventional! i need someone to deconstruct me. i need to take apart who i am and bring me back the way i was. i need someone to hold my trauma away from me. i need someone to filter my blood and distill my brain from the terrifying parts of me. i just need someone to fix me not in the way that i’m broken, in the way i just need it to go away. as much as i know i can’t rely on someone to analyse me and work out what was there before the event, i need it even more than ever. i’m incapable of looking at myself now; i need someone else to love me enough to see how i actually am.
