#his....

he’s my best friend and “we choose to like each other”..,.. and we sleep on a big pillow bed on the ground in a home with almost no furniture. he kisses my ears. we put a snail in the old beer and it automatically makes it a new beer . we talk on phone for almost 3 hours cuz we don’t want to say goodnight.... we don’t wanna go to bed! who cares about sleepy day tomorrow we want more sweet talking..... always worth it.... there was no way we were gonna get off the phone if one our phones didn’t die..... we didn’t know how to say goodbye.... we don’t know how to!! we like to play in the bed and he crawls under me and licks my leg becuz we’re both silly :3 and he lays there snuggles w my leg his cute hand wrapped around cuz he likes my skin and he is sooo sleepy and i don’t understand sheets yet so he lays with me right on the mattress.... he wants to squish my soft body and i can’t say anything cute back because my roommate is fighting w her girlfriend.... he calls me and i feel shy because i like him too much >_< he lets me sing the song from that episode of the simpsons and he tells me he likes when i do it. we dig up old pictures,, i climb right on top of him and straddle his chest cuz that’s my spot! it was made for me.... i pose with his cigarette because i’m almost 18 and i want to look cool...... still to this day whenever i smell corn tortillas i think about the first time he got in my car..... lol... and sometimes i think that was a sign from god that something real was about to happen, cuz when i met god the room smelled like tortillas........ Lol! definitely a sign...... No idea how to navigate the place i’m in now, it feels blurry to not know what’s right anymore cuz we feel like home when we’re together and we truly and deeply love each other .... he kisses my eyes because i am his and i pick him up while i’m blacked out because we miss each other it doesn’t feel right not to be together and we cry cuz we’re scared of how much we love each other..... he’s my daydream and my dream when i’m asleep and my dream when he’s right there ... we don’t have to put anything into words at all. we always just know every time, we just know it already... that understanding means a lot to us....and we always want to know each other,,,, forever! he is special and i am special. i will always always always always love my best friend. my favorite person i ever met