ok hiiii i havent rly talked bc what am i meant to say when ososan is over so idk just a random thought bc im finally playing the world ends with you after procrastinating it for abt ten years 😳😳 [storytime : ok so in this drawing app i used called spraycan (i used it around 2009-2015?) i once saw one of the top ten popular artists (emi) draw fanart of neku(the protag) and i thought it was sooooo cool (all of emi's art was super cool, and now i know it was mostly fanart but at age 10 i didnt know so whenever she posted id go :Oooo not just w her tho ok i was obsessed w this app sorry thing is in the comment section someone said it was fanart of a game and i was like WHATTTT and i saie obviously "i gotta play it wtf!!!" then looked it up and said yeah ill play it soon! then i forgot about it for years lmao] ok anyways back to the story thing is i wonder if i would have been as obsessed/hooked as i am now if i had played it back then? bc honestly most of the things i liked at 10 were casual or seem kinda cringe to me now? bc i know if i'd played it in 2014 i'd still be a big fan bc 2014 was THE year ok but i KNOW i saw that post before 2014 bc i never got to draw tokyo ghoul on that app so yeah! And like these years feel like (2014-2015) 2: electric boogaloo bc back then i was going through some shit and found comfort in media and now once again im Going through some shit and finding comfort in media (i have like 4 brainrots at once) but also i wonder how it would've been bc rn whenever i open my ds i end up playing for like 3 hours straight bc i can't stop but i can't always play ALL day bc i have other matters to attend to and i also have other games/hobbies i have to do and i rly have to study, but back when i was 10 i literally never studied AT ALL and i wouldn't really play anything that needed "daily farming/maintenance" as a hobby so HMMMMM pros and cons idk well im playing it now though. but i just wonder. how would it have been if i had played it at age 10/11? But maybe i'd still like it also bc i still like vocaloid HMMMM Big Thoughts......also i rly like it i think its gonna mark my life in unchangeable ways bc sometimes i think nothing can change my life like the stuff i got into pre 2016 but i only watched eva in 2019 and its core part of my personality now so yeah
