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Sleep

I love sleep. Like love, love sleep. But I struggle with falling asleep and then staying asleep. So I either have “assistance” and sleep like a Rock after falling asleep mid scroll through whatever I’m looking at or I toss and turn and get two hours of sleep a night. It’s a never ending cycle.

This is my bed setup. It’s black, red and white. It ain’t much but I ain’t fancy either. Also, pretty sure that’s the only time all of those pillows were ever stacked neatly like that. I don’t make my bed daily like my mom taught me. Yes, she’s disappointed but she still loves me.

I’m going to try to keep up this month. 😂

1. What is your favorite month out of the year? Do you have a favorite day of the week? Time of day?

I don’t really have a favorite month. November maybe? It’s my birth month. It’s the month we get to eat all the yummy things. It’s the month where you can really start to dress warm in my neck of the woods. It’s the month where no one I love died. So November it is. My favorite month.

My favorite day of the week is Saturday. I don’t have to get up early. I don’t have to be anywhere. I don’t have to do anything. I can lay in bed until noon if I want and stay up until 2. It’s my time. My one day a week I get to be a sloth. Saturday.

Secrets

I have them and they will stay secrets because some things are just better left alone.

What I will do is be truthful and say that 3 minutes ago my lights went out for about 30 seconds and during that brief 30 seconds all I could do was worry if my bill was paid and if I received a shut off or not.

The truth is that I’ve spent so much of my adult life worrying if I was going to survive so I haven’t had much time to relax when it’s just a surge and not the end of my world.