#heyjay

Hoy! I miss you! Hahaha. Akala ko may karamay na ko sa pagpupuyat days ko for the next few months, wala pala. Nakakamiss yung may kausap at yung paguusap na may sense at importance. Pero oks lang. Yun na nga e. People make things complicated. Things change. Sabi ko naman sayo e. It is inevitable. Pero salamat pa rin kasi maaga mong sinabi. Kahit affected ako at least di masyado. Di pa daw pala masyado to. Hahaha. E basta. Namimiss lang kita pero someday, hindi na rin. Sus, baka bukas hindi na. Hahaha. Ayun. Di naman kasi kita maiitext kasi nga at all cost diba? Haha. Yun na nga pala pangalan mo sa contacts ko ngayon. Sa lahat ng kakilala ko, ikaw palang yung iniba iba ko ang name. Bale, nakatatlo na ata akong palit sa pangalan mo base sa mood at situation natin. Hahahaha! Miss you babe! Sana kahit paganito ganito lang yung communication natin makasama ka pa rin sa 2016 ko. Ang hirap di maging clingy, kasi ganun na ganun ako. Haha. Kaya nga dito nalang oh. Baka magalit ka pa. Hahaha. Anyway, pano ba tatapusin to? Ayoko tapusin e. Eeee, balik buhay alone na naman ata ang peg ko. Pero hope you'll be happy. Alam ko naman na mas maganda na to. Mas tama to. I need to keep the end of my bargain. You gave me the choice, at nagsabi naman ako. Kailangan kong pangatawanan. Haha. I just need to remind myself always yung reason ko kung bakit ako nag "change our way". Sige, slip lang to. Baka naman bukas di ko na maalala, luluwas na ko e. Text you when you text me! Hahahaha. Xoxoxo

The past days have been surreal. I do like you as a person, as a friend but I guess relationships just don’t work like that. I’m sad. Yeah, I am. For me, I lost another possible good friend, all because I’m afraid of the outcome. You want that certainty for the next year, I want that certainty in my relationships. We just met, but.. we talked about almost everything. For the past days you’ve broken my wall and marched your way to me. We didn’t made memories that much but I think I’ll never forget you. My mixture of both, probably the one that got away. I was sure last night.. and I know I’m doing the right thing. But yeah, I just can’t help it. It’s sad. Oh, and another thing.. you can’t keep everything planned. You’ll never foresee and plan for everything. One way or another, you’ll get surprised. But my dear attorney, that’s the beauty of life. Sometimes the best things really come unexpected.