@hexsreality said : they know nothing of true sacrifice, and are weak for their ignorance.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā HEĀ HASĀ LONGĀ BELIEVEDĀ THATĀ JOININGĀ withĀ anyĀ supersĀ wouldĀ beĀ somethingĀ worthĀ lookingĀ into ,Ā thatĀ perhapsĀ theyĀ hadĀ justĀ enoughĀ magicĀ andĀ sinĀ underĀ theirĀ skinĀ toĀ meldĀ perfectlyĀ withĀ theĀ beliefsĀ ofĀ theĀ clergy .Ā butĀ whenĀ didĀ anyoneĀ listenĀ toĀ himĀ ?Ā theyĀ certainlyĀ gaveĀ NOĀ FUCKSĀ aboutĀ whatĀ heĀ hadĀ toĀ sayĀ whenĀ heĀ wasĀ papaĀ .Ā itĀ hadĀ beenĀ likeĀ shoutingĀ toĀ Ā aĀ satanĀ damnedĀ brickĀ wallĀ onĀ wheelsĀ becauseĀ sisterĀ neverĀ gaveĀ anythingĀ heĀ saidĀ aĀ bitĀ ofĀ mind ,Ā aĀ bitĀ ofĀ thought .Ā andĀ maybeĀ ifĀ she'dĀ listenedĀ toĀ himĀ insteadĀ ofĀ TAKINGĀ HISĀ FUCKINGĀ HEADĀ forĀ daringĀ toĀ haveĀ anĀ independentĀ thoughtĀ (Ā unlikeĀ anyĀ ofĀ theĀ piecesĀ ofĀ shitĀ lickingĀ herĀ bootĀ )Ā sheĀ wouldn'tĀ haveĀ missedĀ outĀ onĀ soĀ manyĀ opportunities .Ā hell ,Ā sheĀ couldĀ haveĀ takenĀ creditĀ forĀ someĀ ofĀ theĀ shit .Ā truly ,Ā heĀ wouldn'tĀ haveĀ cared .Ā heĀ didn'tĀ SUGGESTĀ THINGSĀ justĀ forĀ theĀ sakeĀ ofĀ gettingĀ recognition .Ā noĀ .Ā heĀ actuallyĀ gaveĀ aĀ shitĀ aboutĀ theĀ directionĀ ofĀ theĀ ministryĀ andĀ theĀ factĀ thatĀ sheĀ wasĀ runningĀ itĀ intoĀ theĀ FUCKINGĀ GROUNDĀ .Ā notĀ thatĀ itĀ mattered .Ā she'dĀ groomedĀ aĀ replacement ...Ā sheĀ thoughtĀ .Ā
itĀ stillĀ hadn'tĀ happenedĀ inĀ herĀ timeĀ and ,Ā forĀ that ,Ā heĀ couldĀ LETĀ HIMSELFĀ BEĀ GRATEFUL .Ā itĀ didn'tĀ changeĀ theĀ stingĀ inĀ hisĀ soulĀ whenĀ hisĀ brotherĀ decidedĀ itĀ wouldĀ beĀ aĀ goodĀ ideaĀ toĀ reachĀ outĀ toĀ supersĀ afterĀ findingĀ aĀ fuckingĀ noteĀ onĀ theĀ cornerĀ ofĀ aĀ paperĀ thatĀ bitchĀ imperatorĀ hadĀ leftĀ behind .Ā proofĀ thatĀ ITĀ WASĀ AĀ FUCKINGĀ GOODĀ IDEAĀ andĀ sheĀ justĀ didn'tĀ wantĀ himĀ toĀ haveĀ theĀ fuckingĀ satisfactionĀ ofĀ beingĀ right .Ā despiteĀ theĀ factĀ thatĀ sheĀ hadĀ corneredĀ himĀ inĀ theĀ pulpitĀ andĀ beratedĀ himĀ aboutĀ wantingĀ toĀ allyĀ withĀ theĀ wrongĀ crowd ,Ā thatĀ theyĀ DIDN'TĀ NEEDĀ theĀ helpĀ ofĀ supers ,Ā thatĀ theyĀ wouldn'tĀ haveĀ anyĀ interestĀ inĀ workingĀ withĀ them ,Ā thatĀ heĀ wasĀ andĀ absoluteĀ idiotĀ forĀ evenĀ daringĀ toĀ thinkĀ otherwise .Ā andĀ yet ...Ā thereĀ itĀ was .Ā staringĀ himĀ straightĀ inĀ theĀ face .Ā aĀ scribbledĀ noteĀ (Ā lookĀ intoĀ theseĀ supersĀ couldĀ beĀ worthwhileĀ whenĀ he'sĀ gone ) .Ā ofĀ courseĀ sheĀ hadn'tĀ wantedĀ himĀ thereĀ ifĀ sheĀ pursuedĀ theĀ idea .Ā atĀ leastĀ heĀ couldĀ findĀ someĀ solaceĀ inĀ theĀ factĀ thatĀ hisĀ brotherĀ hadĀ electedĀ himĀ asĀ THEĀ EMISSARYĀ TOĀ THEĀ SUPERS.Ā aĀ workingĀ title .
aĀ workingĀ titleĀ thatĀ hasĀ himĀ sittingĀ inĀ theĀ sunĀ inĀ theĀ middleĀ ofĀ newĀ yorkĀ inĀ FUCKINGĀ CARDINALĀ FINESTĀ casualĀ wearĀ inĀ whichĀ heĀ canĀ alreadyĀ feelĀ hisĀ backĀ drenchedĀ withĀ sweat . Ā he Ā can Ā think Ā the Ā dark Ā one Ā for Ā the Ā fact Ā that Ā he Ā doesn't Ā have Ā to Ā worry Ā about Ā that Ā damned Ā face Ā paint Ā anymore . Ā small Ā victories . Ā he Ā sits Ā across Ā fromĀ ONE Ā OF Ā THESE Ā SUPERS , Ā almost Ā disappointed Ā in Ā the Ā woman's Ā stature . Ā almost . Ā he Ā knows Ā he's Ā been Ā judged Ā as Ā the Ā shorter Ā of Ā the Ā emeritus Ā bloodline , Ā so Ā there's Ā no Ā doubt Ā in Ā his Ā mind Ā that Ā this Ā one Ā probably Ā packed Ā more Ā of Ā a Ā punch Ā than Ā she Ā appeared . Ā he Ā leans Ā back Ā in Ā his Ā chair , Ā sunglasses Ā hiding Ā the Ā sight Ā of Ā his Ā MISMATCHED Ā EYES Ā that Ā would Ā give Ā him Ā away Ā to Ā anyone Ā around . Ā a Ā clear Ā of Ā his Ā throat Ā as Ā he Ā shifts Ā uncomfortably , Ā arms Ā unfolding Ā to Ā reach Ā for Ā what Ā must Ā be Ā HIS Ā THIRD Ā COFFEE Ā since Ā sitting Ā down . Ā ā i'm Ā not Ā sure Ā what Ā my Ā brother Ā told Ā you Ā about Ā us . Ā i'm Ā also Ā not Ā sure Ā what Ā you Ā have Ā read Ā in Ā the Ā media . Ā and Ā i'm Ā most Ā certainly Ā not Ā sure Ā which Ā would Ā be Ā MORE Ā OF Ā THE Ā TRUTH . ā