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im back but like, literally just to consume ffxiv content
catch me @xephredrakis

Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
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a collection of mistyped layer names.
bonus @treesponge:
("ibrd shade" is from me naming the layer with the above image in it in the PSD that created the post image. #meta)
thank u for coming to my ted talk vierapril
now I return to the void whence I came (mastodon)
just watched a few bits of the kcorp vs giantx game and. im gonna be real with yall. ive watched a lot of lolesports in my time. most of it is lcs. like probably at least 800 games/600 hours lifetime. so as you can imagine i have seen some dogshit gameplay. i watch immortals. i watch dignitas. i watch immortals vs dignitas. and some of those kcorp vs giantx plays are STILL the worst ive seen. i genuinely think lcs's play level is higher than lec's right now. sadge. the mighty have fallen.
i am so fucking grumpy why am i sick i have so much stuff i needed to do this week and i just wanted to study hard on saturday so that i could have fun on sunday and take myself on a date and buy all my favourite foods and now im too exhausted to do anything but eat canned soup and microwaved oatmeal and hot water with honey
im not even SICK sick the back of my throat is just clogged and nasty and my nose is runny and it hurts to swallow
if i didnt know better i would think i have allergies but i have never had seasonal allergies in my life why is this starting now this is awful timing

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there is no way the lec broadcast just put up THIS CLIP where nuc hits a 3-man cassio ult into crownie hitting a 3-man aphelios ult and sheo knocks all of them up, killing bo and photon INSTANTLY, and NO ONE SAID ANYTHING about it. not even a SINGLE "whoa look at that". right??? please tell me im lagging. please. tell me they said something about it.
HEY wh at the FUCK is fnc DOING this was NOT in the script PLEASE tone it down boys good lord
esports irl rant
re: the pfp change, i did decide today that i want to be a little cute nonhuman thing specifically bc of a Male Gaze Incident™. like im just chilling in my uni's esports discord with my janna pfp and someone tags me and says "sheesh is janna single?" and. like. dude. why do you feel the need to tell me that the picture i am using to represent myself is hot. why cant i just exist as this anime girl and have no one comment on it. no one is tagging the straight cis guy whose pfp is star guardian kaisa and telling him his pfp is hot. why are you bothering me. is it because im nonbinary and bi. i specifically chose a janna pfp i thought was fairly un-sexy JUST to avoid this, i used a summoner icon that is literally just her face and the most neutral expression i could find and someone STILL felt the need to single me out and comment on the fact that the fictional woman in my pfp was good-looking. fuck off, man.
add that to the fact that ive already dealt with one guy from uni esports asking me out in the past month and another one who hit on me relentlessly last semester and im so tired of men in esports. the reason i dont have my irl face as my esports discord pfp is BECAUSE i dont want to be recognised irl and hit on. i dont WANT to be seen as attractive because of how my body looks. the only person i want to think of me as hot is me. let me be as unfuckable as possible PLEASE i just wanna be romantically and sexually left alone!!!
its so irritating
platonically though i'd kiss all of you, my dear tumblr beloveds, on the mouth. <3
edit: might change the icon back to an esports man in a week if i feel less intensely about it, or recommend other matching pfps! it truly was fun being razork for a couple of months but i think i stole his onstage success too alskdjflskdj