herpofderps said: Sometimes I think about that for David or any if my other characters, buy then I remember Tumblr RP is... Bad... For self esteem.
honestly, yeah!!!!!!
i thought i would have learned from my time back in like 2013 when i dropped yosuke, because it had been some years and mostly everyone who had deterred me away had abandoned their previous blogs but... the community is just as bad, if not worse than it was back in the day. i mean, i’ve met a number of people who prove otherwise (yourself included!), but the environment is not... welcoming despite everything people say. it’s like you said, it really is Bad for self esteem... especially when you don’t fit in the current bubble of what the majority focuses on whether it be blog layouts, icons, writing style, etc...
god forbid you choose an original character or some sort of au
like, going back had me wearing rose colored glasses for good over a year but then i took them off and realized nothing had changed. i just got tired quicker bc i realized i didnt want to be in that situation again. yeesh. i miss writing these characters and fleshing out their universes and interactions, but God.
the rp community is like a bane to my existence.
