#herecomesthepain

July 11th

You were never good for me so why do I feel like I still need you. I wanted you to fight for our friendship but you didn’t You let it go up in flames You let it die

It all stated to go down on July 11th that day you left me alone I bet you don’t even feel bad You broke my heart But I guess I shouldn’t wear my heart on my sleeve I trusted you, loved you, was there in your darkest times But when I needed you You threw me out on the street You tell me I am playing the victim But in reality I am the victim Of this Toxic relationship I let you walk on me I let your family walk all over me But I still need you I still love you

But now when you read this You will know this is about you Because the guilt will creep in It will tell you all you did wrong It will tell you how much you need me

By the time you start to feel bad My heart will be healed I will be better But you, yeah you will be crying in your pillow alone at night I wont be there to comfort you Because you threw me away

Sometimes late at night I wonder if you ever feel bad But I, I dont think so

That’s okay, because I am starting to heal I won’t let this happen to me again No never again. So sorry it had to come out like this but it needed too.