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Help yourself to seconds

ヤニで汚れた　よたれたダンスを 僕は踊るのさ　ゴキゲンなこった 歪(ひずみ)きった愛を　さよならソングを ミキサーに詰めた　パッパッパッパッ

I dance a perversed dance, sullied by tobacco what a pleasant thing. Packing together, warped love and a goodbye song into a blender pah pah pah pah

*よたれた/ perversed  is from http://ejje.weblio.jp/content/与太る I couldn’t really think of an exact translation for it in this context but perversed (as in http://legal-dictionary.thefreedictionary.com/Perversed / http://www.thefreedictionary.com/Perversed NOT "perverted") seemed to fit well enough

クサい言葉でも　何でもいーぜ くりかえしてくれ　聞こえないもんね インクは切れかけ　それでもいーよ 手紙を書こうよ　たった一言を　さあ

Whatever kind of cheesy lines you got I’ll take em Just repeat them for me, can’t hear after all My ink’s just about to dry, but it doesn’t matter Let’s write a letter, with only a single word

呼吸器がいかれてく感覚が さいきんとても愛しく思えてしまって 昔の自分の写真なんかと見比べる そんな毎日がずいぶんつづいてるんだ 部屋にやたらでかい蜘蛛を見つけ でも特に驚いたりもせず ヤニくさいふとんにもぐって 天井の蜘蛛をじっとただ見つめる

The feeling of my organs slowly deteriorating Has lately felt rather… precious I end up comparing it to my past self. Days like that have been continuing for quite some time now In my room, I spot an excessively large spider But don’t really jump or anything And just crawl under my tobacco stained blankets And stare at the spider on my ceiling

それとなく　近所の 中学生にすら　嫉妬する

Perhaps unintentionally, I end up feeling jealous Of even the neighbourhood middle schoolers

＼かっこわる／ “So lame…”

巡り巡って　塗り固まって こんな自分です　「オカワリヲドーゾ」 風呂場の鏡が　憎たらしーね 救われねーよな　ワッハッハッハッ 笑えないジョークです　涙拭って あなたの涙も　「オカワリヲドーゾ」 コンタクトレンズ　その瞳には 何が映るのさ　たったったったったー

Going round and round my coating hardens {And} this is how I am “help yourself to seconds” The mirror in my bathroom is oh so hateful I can’t be saved {at this point,} can I… wah hah hah hah ...Yeah, that’s not funny. Brushing away those tears "help yourself to seconds" of those tears of yours as well contact lenses... what exactly is reflected in those eyes… tah tah tah tah

ロクデナシが路上で踊ってる 街ゆく人々それを見つめてる みんなひどく滑稽だと笑う でも僕には彼だけ色づいて見える きっとそれは僕と少し似てるから 僕もきっと彼の仲間だから 気づけば僕も路上で踊ってる 街ゆく人々それを見つめてる

A bum dances on the road the people walking by are staring at him and laugh at how dreadfully hilarious {they find it} but I see him alone in colour, that’s probably because I’m not so different from him I’m his comrade, I’m sure. Before I realised it I too began to dance the people walking by are staring at that

診察券を　片手に 部屋の隅っこで　じっとする

With my patient's registration card in one hand In the corner of my room, I {sit} motionless

＼周りの迷惑も考えなさいよ／ “God! Think about how you’re bothering the people around you!”

会えない人に　会えないそうです 知ったこっちゃねーよ　「オカワリヲドーゾ」 嘘をつき続け　生きてきました なら素敵な呪文　ぱっぱっぱっぱっ

It doesn’t seem like I’ll be able to meet, the people who can’t be met That’s no concern of mine... “help yourself to seconds” I lived, continuing to lie If that's the case, what a wonderful incantation. Pah pah pah pah

灰色の街が　ひどく怖い 色づけてくれよ　「オカワリヲドーゾ」 ひび割れたグラス　こぼれたソーダ その足元には・・・

This grey town is so dreadfully scary Colour it in for me “help yourself to seconds” A chipped glass, a spilt soda at those feet is…