#here being

I've got to get out of here

i guess im gonna have to start complaining on here again bc i let too many people follow my twitter then my insta then my finsta and now we’ve circled back to being on tumblr where once again no one knows me or cares what i have to say so i acn finally say it so anyway what im trying to say is i self-sabotage a lot like tonight i didn’t get invited to thsi thing with my friends and once they realzed they forgot me they told me they wanted me to come but instead i pouted and didn’t go but i still made sure they knew i was upset even tho they kept saying “come come we want you to ocme” i just never let it be good enough and os now they are having fun and im alone and sad and laying in bed and chain smoking and i hsouldve just gonw with them! but i didn’t bc i need to be the center of attention all the time i even drove them to the place they were going like a petty little bitch ANYWAY the point is the truth is that im really truly better off a lone. lmao