Growing Older Sucks
when i was a kid i never thought growing older and mature life would be this hard
when i was a kid all i afraid of are just when i forgot to do my homework, when the teacher split us into several group and i'm not in the same group with my bestfriend, when my mom not even talk to me all day long because she mad at me.
but now everything turns complicated, i even afraid of tomorrow, afraid of what gonna happen tomorrow, how my life would be in 1 or 2 years from now, afraid of being not good enough, afraid of what other people think about me, afraid of how can i make my parents proud if their kid is me.
if i can turn back time once again maybe i just want to tell my younger self to enjoy every moment when everything will solve just because you are crying in front of your parents, everything will just be fine after you complain and your parents help you directly. Stop say that you want grow older as fast as you can just because you want the freedom, that's not as simple as you think kid
