#hellsinnocentprincess

Mel...You know I love you, right? I hope you do. But the thing is, sometimes love isn't enough, it's not enough to overcome my past. It almost was...That doesn't mean it's you're fault though, none of this is. It's mine. I failed my parents as a child and I'm failing you now. I'm so sorry, Mel.I have two requests for you, 1. Have my body buried in England beside my parents. 2. Don't drink, I know I'm not making this easy and I'm sorry. But please don't drink. I'm not worth drinking and crying over, I never was.One more thing, take my bike, it's yourssss. The pills are starting to kick in, I'm going to lay down now.Good bye Mel. I love you.Detta

THIS IS THE MOST ACCURATE MESSAGE I HAVE EVER RECEIVED. Cackling and crying at the same time OMFG.

I know I owe replies, drawings and drabbles, but I'm tired and tomorrow's my birthday...so bite me. (if you're into that kind of thing)

My parents and live over 6000km apart and they've been taking care of my cat for the 3 months since I moved away. My cat was a street rescue, she's nervous and sometimes pees on furniture. She did that at mom's (they have her in the spare room since mom's cat hates all others). Now after months of 'Nefer this and aww Nefer is so cute', it's 'I don't know how much longer we can do this, find a solution.' Shipping her here is difficult, it's nearly $2000 last time I checked and Asian customs can be tricky, not to mention she doesn't fly well. I just don't know what to do. My parents are supposed to come visit it feb or march and bring her then, but that doesn't look likely. She has a hard time adjusting to people and is skittish so I don't know that anyone would want her other than me...