@hellreapedā asked: ā ā keep my muse anchored (anxiety, nightmare, etc.)Ā ā // random act prompts.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā it has been days since they had returned from the hotel of nightmares , how isaac liked to point out , but ever since then the werewolf seemed to have trouble finding rest. it felt like he hadnāt rested for days now and it was slowly taking itās toll on him. he was growing more and more into a second version of grumpy derek and he hated it , but everytime he closed his eyes the first thing that came to his mind was his father. his father who abused him, hit him whenever something wasnāt right or just out of no reason , because he had been drunk the whole night and then locked him up. it was in the middle of the night and slowly the exhausting kicked in , but it didnāt feel long until he sat up screaming in the bed , feeling completely out of controlĀ , as his eyes turned to yellow , fangs and naisl sharpened and a loud roar echoed through the guest room of the mccalls. and then for the moment everything went black , like someone else took over , like everything that happened between footsteps and his name roared was just a blank space. another growl echoed through him , his name again and within a second , he snapped back to his self , looking around the room and he could see the destroyed pieces of furniture around the room , while he was breathing heavily and he could feel his whole body tremble. ā i.. i can fix it.. iĀ can fix that later... iām sorry.. iām sorry. ā , he mumbled , as he looked around , but still shocked from what had happened.