Well since 2014 is almost over, I decided to do this.
This year has been a year filled with "holy shit, so this just happened!" moments. It just feels pretty overwhelming, now that I think about it. You see, as I was growing up, I went to the same school for 8 years. Started in Kindergarten, and then graduated in 8th grade in that school. In those 8 years, I've been seeing the same faces, day in and day out. I developed a few crushes here & there but I got over them pretty quickly due to the fact that their personality was either assholish or it just didn't seem appealing to me anymore once I realize that it wasn't going to work out. Anyway my life just seemed dull and slow. Until high school came along... In my first few days of freshman year I wasn't expecting anything but school work, and seeing my old friends. Yes, I saw them alright, but along the way, I managed to make new friends...and that surprises me, because I am terrible with meeting new people and I'm not really good with striking up a conversation, so I just wait, and let the other person decide what to do. But those were the good moments, now let's take a dive in the bad moments. I got a taste of high school drama and my God, that dramatical shit is exhausting and can really wore you out emotionally! And on top of that, I use to be head over heels for this one dude, and once I realized that he was leading me on and only acting like he was interested in me, it stung like a bitch and it took me so fucking long to get over him...the thing is though, I don't hate him for that, despite his insensitive ways, he did taught me a valuable lesson. And that is, don't be so open and friendly with everyone you meet, and if he or she decides to play one of those mind games then it's a good idea that they should just fuck off from your life, cause no one should be put through that emotional torture. So, yeah! Freshman year was ok I guess xp it wasn't the worst year but it wasn't the best either. I'm definitely liking Sophomore year so far though! I'm in love with a boy who has done such an impact on my life! I loved him because he was being himself, and not having to change or alter anything within him while he loves me because I brought him out of the shadows, and to show him a new level out of the comfort zone. At first, our relationship was kind of hard to adjust since we use to be friends, and the feeling of dating didn't feel real to us yet, so we were just sitting there going "um...so how do you date?" xD but as time progresses, we gradually became comfortable with each other! In the end, we're both happy that we're dating and it's amazing how it takes one small choice to turn your life around. And I know there will be more moments like that as time goes by. To anyone who's reading this, here's my advice to you: Take the risk and do it with no hesitation. That moment will either become a valuable lesson to learn or the greatest thing that has ever happened to you. After all, life is all about taking chances.
