September 22
I remember years ago, Mindy told me not to fall in love or at least take caution in love. For the majority of my life, I took her advice from my childhood to my early 20s. At 21, I lost all my innocence. I had an encounter with someone I wasn't so fond of, another boy who was in a casual relationship with me, and then, I fell in love for the first time ever. Tony was my first love, therefore, it was the deepest love ever. It just that love never lasted.
We had a strange way of meeting each other, but it eventually turned into something beautiful. We ended up marrying each other and expected a girl, yet things turned out dysfunctional in the end. Nothing is the same anymore between me and him. Nowadays, we barely speak without one of us getting mad at the other or just being filled with doubt. At this point, I just can't put up with this anymore. I'm falling out of love and so is he. I am going to leave him since he doesn't seem to care about me anymore. I bet he doesn't even care about the girl I'm expecting to have either. There's no point in staying with him. I must go now.
