going off no sleep to watch my baby nephew who has a cold who was fussy all day and now i’m at work i’m so tired guys

Im so tired. I'll go sleep. See y'all later!

Sometimes I wonder if I have stones tied to my bones because my limbs feel heavy, and so I envy everybody for the way they move so lightly. It's like my muscles are strained from too much exercise except my muscles are not strained and I didn't exercise. There is no pain either. Just the feel of muscle strain. It's not a heaviness that prevents me from doing things - no, it's not a leash. It's a heaviness that adds difficulty to my actions - it's a backpack on your back while climbing up the stairs. A heaviness that one can bear for the first few floors, but gets more and more difficult the higher you go up. And for the first few floors, I can still talk while bearing the heavy, but after a few floors, I drop the talking because everyone else I came in there with has already gone up several floors ahead of me. Imagine that, but without the staircase and the backpack, it's just me and the invisible heaviness. // 012018, 1838

Needing ways to cleanse the soul....

Just a sad lonely bean completing sodoku and listening to the fray...