@heavenlyprinciples sent: " ever since the day i stopped, i had always been searching for the one i'd someday meet; for the you that has to leave. " / hi. dilttore? ^___^
LIMITS. They were fated to never last. Monsters will seldom shake off their innate instincts, the humanity that lingers banished into cruel catacombs he should have never ventured to. It hurt the pride to be called naïve, but wasn’t this what he was ? Pathetic to show little growth after his father ( he’s sure he’d be comforted were he to ask if he was proud, but Crepus had always been a doting figure / too kind, too driven ). ❝ It was bound to be. ❞ Curt, distant, voided of the affection that sometimes touched the speech.
❝ I . . . ❞ The throat feels clogged with panic and raw emotion, is this anger ? Righteous and biting, as it should be - should always been with him ( there’s grief in the linings of everything he harbors nowadays. it’s sad to admit he hasn’t left unscathed ).
❝ You should be glad I’m not killing you. ❞ But he would someday, as he should have from the very beginning of it all ( or perhaps he’d die trying in his arms, wouldn’t that be the most comical of ends ? / would it look at him with great grief despite his own vicious attempts at his life ? ). Empathy was a rotten vice, rarely the virtue everyone calls for it to be ( but such is a lie, and he’d rather be full of sentiment than the void that he could be / than the void in front of his eyes ).
There’s a part that’s relieved he cannot end it -- that it’s not the right time to bring down his claymore to slash away at the turmoil. Had he had to, he would have ( unquestioningly, a protector could never put the world under a lover / sometimes he wishes he could give it all, but for what ? oh, he just couldn’t ). ❝ Get out of my sight. ❞