#heather~

Image by heather ~

2nd and 3rd images - Edd Allen - I L L U S I O N S & I L L U S I O N S II

"Are you being serious right now? You think I really spent the last two weeks of my life avoiding you because I know how to "not feel"? You think I’m some kind of monster who can just switch my feelings off at any given moment, don’t you? Well, I have something to tell you. Ever since you told me… what you told me, I’ve tried so damn hard to keep away from you. Not because you freaked me out or because I didn’t want you near me. But because you make me feel things I’ve never felt before. And that’s terrifying. And foreign, and I don’t know what I have to do to keep these feelings under wraps. I have no idea what I’m doing. So I pushed you away. I kept you at a safe distance. And you can hate me all you like for it, but at the end of the day, it was always to look out for you. Whatever these feelings are, they terrify me. More than you’ll probably ever know. And I get it, you want something in return from me. I just don’t know how to give it you. So- so back off Santana and leave me alone. You don’t get to tell or ask me how I’m feeling. Or whether I feel something or not. You want to get rid of feelings, do it on your own terms. I’m too busy dealing with mine.”

Gotta love some mismatched knee-highs.

[That's seriously what I sound like tho, haha]