#heatbreaks

T'was a great double date. 😉😉😉

When you read this post. You will end up asking why I read this. So spoiler alert. Have you every stopped for one second in your life and realized damn I am fucked up. I mean I knew I was crazy but this crazy. There always comes a moment in our life. Where we do things we won't do awkward things just because we are alone and heartbroken and depressed. And yes you can stop it from happening if you want. But you just don't want to. Sometimes chaos is the only answer of all our questions. Sometimes being lonely and being fucked up is all we need. But we don't want it. Oh no. We might die a thousand deaths from the hands of other people. But we won't try living all on our own. You know why? Because we are scared. We are scared of everything. People hurting us, people leaving us, we being left alone. Fuck that shit. I live alone. I don't have anyone to take care of me. Yes its tough most of times. I can't talk to anyone when I am depressed. I can't do anything when I am sad. I just watch Netflix and watch this will make me ok. It doesn't. Nothing will help us. We are supposed to a miserable life after a heartbreak. But you know what. If you can survive this then you can survive anything. So all the heartbroken lovers out there. I bow down to you and your courage. You are a fucking hero. Just hang in there. We are tough enough to handle this shit, then we are tough enough to make it better.

@Thundercatbass - Heartbreaks + Setbacks

Seems were losing all we've had*

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