#heartriptoshreds

I would welcome a train to the face right now.

If you think I'm being dramatic, you would be correct, but it doesn't mean it isn't necessary in order for me to deal with my issues. 

Today was quite possibly the worst day in my entire life and I'm allowed to be dramatic if I want to. Some would say, "This is the worst day in your entire life SO FAR..." But if they did say that to me, I would hit them. In the face. With a chair. And say something especially emo like, "You know nothing of my pain." No one on earth experiences heartbreak the same and unfortunately for me, today I discovered that I experience heartbreak in the most severe manner possible and drama pretty much seeps out of my pores.

Right now, I feel like I will never be happy again. I know that isn't true, but it sure feels that way.  I positively know that I will be almost useless in school from now on and I can pretty much kiss a normal sleep schedule goodbye. There isn't a chance in hell that I will fall asleep before 3 a.m. tonight, no matter how much I exhausted myself with my sobbing.