#headsnortails

#animalsinourgarden so many new ones came out with the coming of the much awaited rains of the #monsoon A #giant 8cm #insect that eats the #nectar from the #hibiscus and looks almost like a #colibri A funny #headsnortails A #caterpillar#snail that probably turns into the first flying insect... A funny black and yellow beetle And two #puppies my #friend Ragu saved from their #demise along the #coconutroad... let's hope someone will come get them soon! I guess I am here to #improvethesoil only as Krishna of @solitude.organic.farm.cafe puts it... and grow #vegetables and flowers for the local fauna to enjoy... ;-) (at Ganesh Garden)

I'm thinking about starting a private blog. I've got a lot of things on my mind as of late, and I'd really like to have a safe space to say some of them, and hear what other people think. This blog is too public for me to say most of them. I'll tag some of my followers I don't talk to as often, but if you'd like the link, or would be even remotely interested in this idea, inbox me plz. 

i feel like the internet makes life seem so grand.  my blog is full of cool bikes, and vintage hangouts that I can only dream about. My sporty is cool, but it's no generator shovel.  My life is as dull and dreary as everyone else's and there's really not too much going on. I have to get out of this dead end job, I hope to have my website re-vamped by the end of this week, and I only have one more page to build!  It's getting cold here, so riding is a bear right now. I could take the bike out but it's really no fun, and maybe that makes me lame, but i've ridden in december and january in 30 degree weather, i'm just not as desperate these days.  i've been eating better and hitting the gym, it's rough but i do feel better, on the in and out. my band's doing really fucking well. getting put on some rad shows in november with good line-ups and we'll see where this year takes us.  lately I've had this line my girlfriend said on my birthday stuck in my head. "i've seen you grow an incredible amount, into a hardworking, down-to-earth person who pursues his dreams relentlessly." I never really thought of myself this way, I know i have a great work ethic and am generally on top of things however.  pursues his dreams relentlessly has to be one of the nicest things anyone has ever said about me. so even when im feeling down, or wishing i could blow my brains out at my cubicle, i have to remember I'm 22, im right out of college, I own a FUCKING HARLEY, I play drums in "my" band that's actually getting recognition, and I have a full time paying job in my major. I always used to want to get hard luck tattooed on my knuckles when I was younger, growing up things were very up and down which is why I feel "hard" luck is most appropriate. just hope things are rad like this for awhile.  to my ongoing tumblr friends, and convos, sorry i'm lame and don't always right back but to be honest i usually just look at tumblr while i'm on the toilet at work, or if I have a few minutes at night. and I have to finish my website (sorta huge project) so most nights I only get a few minutes on here. but we're still good.