#headrushes

Me: *is physically unfit and eats terribly*

Me: *sits on the couch doing literally nothing all day*

Me: *doesn't take my medication ever, despite symptoms getting worse*

I thought I might as well make use of my tumblr and keep a health blog on it.

So since atleast 3 weeks ago when I blacked out after feeling this intense headrush - similar to what I guess what it feels like before you have a seizure as my sister described. - I've been having alot of weird issues. 

I probably should have written this down as it came but procrastination got the best of me..         But since my black out I've been experiencing:

-'Headrushes' or chakra like sensating flowing up & down my body 

-Headaches. Everywhere but sometimes focused on certain spots like the center of the left side of my head & the center front.

-Sinus pressure like a mother fluffer. Explains the pressure on my upper front cranium

-Weird heart beats. My heart will start beating hard, like I can see my chest pumping & I can feel it throughout my body - I can't NOT focus on it - that's how often it happens. && recently I've woken up multiple times in the night & this happened during class: A rush sensating goes through me & my heart feels.. cold or heavy. Like theres a weight on my chest.

-Shorteness of breath. I've also noticed that my chest feels constricted.. like I can't inhale normally anymore

-Everything is clear as day, but it's all TV fuzz-like. Only way I can describe it is like seeing the silver lining in everything. It takes a second to let it focus, but you see it everywhere.

-Tingly sensations in my feet & hands. Not like they're asleep, more like I'm feeling the 'tv fuzz'.

 -At the beginning I felt like I can to CONTINUOUSLY pop my ears as if the altitude was changing

-A sense of 'I'm not really here'. I'm physically here, but my mind isn't. 

-Extreme urge to go outside because nothing bothers me when I'm outside or in the sun. All my problems go away. 

-Last time I went to the doctor, they said my Thyroid was a little high.. 

-Increased eating. I've not been snacking every 2-3 hours... it's hard to do when school doesn't let you eat during class.. but I can't help it! I'm hungry!

-Since January my period has been on an every other 2 week cycle.

-Visuals. 1)I see things, like heat waves - but they're not. They're not floaters.. it's more like seeing energy move. 2) When I'm outside I can see tons of tiny little sparkly things move - like watching the neutrons on an atom swing around the nucleus.. 3) Sometimes - like when I was sunbathing to feel better I noticed what almost seemed like a 'vortex'. It's like watching the patterns of water or smoke continuously gathering into the center, it's small & in the center of my vision.. but it's like looking through a focus part of a black hole like on stargate. 

Note: I'm an Earth Child c; so that means I love my mother (Earth) to life. My mom say's im ascending - which yes. I can see that. At the same time, I want to make sure there's nothing incredibly wrong with me. My friend Jessi say's I'm probably growing.. which if it deals with the Thyroid, I can kinda see how that comes into play. I've considered Graves Disease - but I don't want to self-diagnose. 

I've been taking my vitamins more & trying to pick back up on yoga because when this started, I had water in my ear that threw off my balance & constantly gave me 'rushes'. 

I hate to say it.. but I'm almost afraid  uncomfortable being alone. 

My sister is prone to seizures ( she's had two this year & the doctors found nothing wrong with her).

I don't want to take any prescribed meds. or medicine that has been produced in a lab somewhere. I want natural remidies that come from the ground. Like gillyweed; which would assist in aid with whatever is going on with me. 

Please any comments, concerns, questions, suggestions & advice would be appreciated.